A letter from June 13th, 2023

Taht my she jluai i emti tmie fiernds was reh ot hvae nswa’t hsti utjs feinrd won dna rougp elfi ta sha refdin yelrla i tdd’ni lseco ta ni rdsoa os rleyal uebsaec leyoln. Utb bauot ady os het ubaot tills my stya dnitd’ ,causaacitnqen tkea od iefl for ubt ti ovel taoub he ym vaeh i dah aesm its’ shwta’ yveer i dan t’ndid eht nto nda ersca lkie 14 nad ot i hurt ti tihkn em but awtn uabot at pehanp ujts enefsilg nda llryea avhe onw ilfe to fetar ktnih im’ asbceue nhwe gnona i file i naacqncaueist ngkait i me i eshot me did my imh i’m i race ahtt i aevh i aebl dn’tdi and fo have ubt own. Orwes rneev efel trhu vnee ’mi yaaw adn oseg eikl i hte anip. Htwi ackb ro a ni hsrut ot ti be idefnfrte saphe omecs rmeo ylwaas hchiw stuj uoy dan omfr eevn em ehotsn. Im’ ot taht hits not ’mi haypp eabl kcab to ertiw. On i i i l,fei i was skaem ni raylle ucase meak i whsi ti ohsnet knaigt iesuosr dntdi’ wwo btu tub nda nti’dd ddi to gnshti me it be my leki. Reylla os inggo rgiht a’ntre own lfei aertg. I awy i’m hwit ont ro dbyo hppya ym lkoo het. As udse be i’m in nto ylmesf to iocnftedn i juts. Adn giahnv btoelru mi’ yrea and of gto ’im htsi dotbu fyseml i oot tlo efyslm ngnssegudcieos- in a tol a in. And finydreob nahg yntihgna do and tsond’e ellw ftula so heoegtrt nda mistsemoe ywh otu hnimstgeo oarsne omnryea my eomynra fsele it kile wtih st’i fsele ot em ym eb em hte we it wsa wno eh it ddi or wtan i i ntca’ nad just eikl. Okwn odlre awti ihm eh trhgteoe mroe itadsnt tsuj to i has tge dan hmi i i’ev ym nad i tou me n’act mhi snueiqot is shurt whne orf awth and jtsu i drseac hatn tioisnuat my ihst tub mhi been i we euasc inygthna caesu be eucaebs sjut he eikl gniingben ot lirg neve are eiyhngtevr htat het ofr ohw kca,b ilke kbca ’tis ill’ thwa ew tirgh ggtbesi ot nmedega not s’it dnee it kwno ohw be anc adn ays ym ppssudeo ightn ’rwee acbk taps erfof be do lla asy hteretgo me ehsetr’ keil will esfle tgo twai eetrh adn ym si utb the can ,lot nugohe a wlil ti liwl wno atwh ,be ’mi adn ahev of he kwon fro utb rtmtea fare ures hscool geiv ryve i ihtnanyg i teg ads wtan tath dna i coems now no ehnw cnsie nad ofr a ahendppe is mnia htta ew ebal od’nt **** i. Veyr arewa dan tath s’ti im’ heonug fo not. Tirsf od nda nsqiotue saw roews olt my not’d i v rzayc adn to i lefe os but dan ovle i onw skema ni a hi,m tge ubt nad he irstf wanna os anawn dxectei gimosehtn to a hmi o,nwk wtai ’seh em i ays hwich ritsf pu mazinga olsa gntgeit dan kile tub ncehag lla emlysf ebusace ’its ym hwit os ’mi to mhi ym my ot hgteeiynrv i ehva nda illt htowr ielk i ym ahev oslt atoub do eth od htt’as i sacdr asw m,irargea i eon ti’s nda so dan idas nda i i diyebrnof i peon dna thta oufnd eolv it i fesa, em ti ieoryndbf owh. I nt’do awy i gayhnnti ilek ym dnto’ kloo ni eht afce ro who i ikle. Nawt erhettgo su efrroev yast i allyer to. Oererfv i awtn sthi. Rferove mih i natw.