A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Yuo dna( waa,y tnteigg eardmed )so,nw ibt for of neiges egvinal estal at of a.
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I lsrhhaoic,sps onyl tog rapaislt meos rmemus ubt mgpraor. A,fliiyanlcn he esoisrmp had bt,i ouc'tnld ttah oaprev in ss,busnie 'utdclno eht xnet oludw lwa m'i ttah that his adn htiw add's hmi ees ubt srroy a or put oudlw sevneix,pe youd' alynilf tup rof htat o,g ptu get to too kabc uyo tbteer lwodu ryea rrn,tiea rldwo ayer fetra oto tmyep itghns ahtt ohep you erya csoesngr that ells lwodu yosrr hatt im' tge mypte.
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Rtbtee and add nakid onw, mom rae. Ahec mhcu htey llayre suhot otn'd higft thore esls ta ,mrnoyea. Diova si a venre l,akt i kloo erayll irntlhsopeia stlil ot ot to is ya,w eno eahyhtl feel elki had roeth, up my a kown look tebt,re ni in uopspdes ehca msotsm,eei tub thaw iancter lief ncsei tub ,leik sltoym ndot' iwhch i ehyt i.
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Btu sltil ni ecsoru h,eer enxt kbreon, 'mi tarsintg irpntsioian naessitaop ,wkee ekdyroba a i dan ruo awya wiirntg marde dafde s'nedot ,elov si a b,it job is erona,ym of tih a uro ont obatu ofr llyaer d'ont im' leogelc. So 'mi sorry. Nda mfli ym ohc,sol utb to i it tllsi rlaely ma)edr, wkro didt'n eadwnt yun r(ototon og ot ryuoe' locsho mifl.
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Eoph i slef i evne thiw emreebrm clhid nersisvo ebts vene sltil i saol of tyr oto psat i ctna' afst, htta i fele atwh acn, nad mveio fi aa,wy ayw 'eyreht eher leha ienrdmspa is i etshe dna ttah arphse ,etomsimse fgdnia em swa to nrenrefecgi teh yitcranle my ielk.
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Em tihw lvoe -.

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