A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Of a tlsea ta fo an(d rof edaedrm ensgie ,)onsw ,yaaw ngiealv ibt tntgige ouy.
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But got resmum ogmrapr i iatasrlp lnoy oesm sp,ichoslshra. Dton'clu eyra nhigst oto atth lnyaifl aevopr dasd' ni het ro b,ti to reya dluow utp pemty lsel adh tup ahtt yuo bnes,ussi upt im' tath hiwt eerbtt htat he rsoyr egt unct'ldo ,og oyud' oot tath uoy lwa inlal,nyfiac mhi tbu tempy tfera epoh texn wudol osryr seeexvi,np uwdlo omspiers atth rof kacb odwul hatt rolwd and 'mi a ihs nerscgos tge ni,earrt see ryae.
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Rttebe rae dad nda knaid now, mom. Orteh mchu sohut lses ,eanyomr echa heyt 'dnto ta gifht elrlay. Vdoia my ot wtha i ke,li hoinsetlpair ni eilk in lfie kolo katl, lfee tercnia kwon hcea nevre a i i lkoo n'odt opusedsp is ahtyhle btu si yeth hwihc tub yaw, escni had tsolym otr,he one eter,bt a pu to mesois,tem lslit to lralye.
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Is uor ntxe aawy dan sillt ib,t vle,o 'im adfed a iht ofr ojb fo kneb,or btu a redam ,ewke mi' inwtirg n,oeamry trnsiatg lelceog i naspsoieta autob nto laleyr sn'deto oekrdbay isarnotinip h,ree in uro recuso is dto'n a. Orsry os 'im. It ot dtndi' og krwo edatnw yun mlif yallre lmfi and i ea,)rdm ooschl osoc,lh ruo'ye tlils ym tub ot o(nootrt.
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Stehe atth i ftsa, ems,itseom nc'at ayw dna to acn, dna i rnnegecreif tlisl i i lsao ytr epho isdnpmaer ivnessro satp i ahtt swa i my iekl persah ahel ndagif rebmmree wya,a 'yether fo eenv oviem het oot fels me si neve setb rhee hatw lchdi einctrlya elef fi wtih.
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Me vole hitw -.

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