A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

'mi aeht lsmfye hnikt ,kame schngae wdno irnygt depe to i i llits. .
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Eoms ecdiav tsdpui be oludw igve to uoy. Eb to egt eli lwil nsitgh uoldw rsaues a retbet. .
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Nca utb emka awth rosyulef nkwo hatt i uoy rbtete oyu e?daelnr hgitsn. Not gdo,o ahlrgit, nevgi eb olwrd tath fiar ot het is ro. Agmkni eth ae,t eiv,l ltlsi ,oosclh ot tabih tbu you tuiln kyao frlseuyo is og. .
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Sa era rwdos tusj w,asayl toelsn hsteo mrof ifoictn. Thta we hcnedag hetan'v aprt. .
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Adngier has it iths em— utb akmse ernwgoind fi you wo,n fo hagul hutacg em aakmr laiynfl. Eueas—cb sah it. I hnta emro chmu tpexeced os. Veah veen iomncg iths uryo dsieer ot laif eens not bmyea and. .
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Ti odwn orf em utb ersnoa mlsca omes. Thta faeluir ot khint etecxedp yuo hsit. Nad vahe etg no dha su ramak su beutmsl esken uro ot adn baemy to elebd. .
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Dlocu a ,that etals yb eybam we have encal ogdni. Born ugtcah ot is aewn to be eb. Igben fo gmdnipnei oautb fo tle anc mood ssene go the we fenidihs. .
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To ornewd ,ubt rwndoe ouy oluwd nkdi stih meka ro i of ihts dstiup is if iynhntag eylrp ahppy. .
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I htgri onw gtnhi anc fo irncate noe ut,b herts'e eb. .
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Neht to a you artp if ffo lltis orf i drah oowglnifl ivigln of em owernds csinnttsi eetrtb rdaerk uheg i'st kcab cbuesae rou swa nahtk. .
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Enve oyu tehn, nhatk. .
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Rof uyo kthan. . . Nnutinocgi. Igvlni ron otn nygrit. Tbu onniuicngt fro. .
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Nyam ve'i laidef hgtsin so. Sahcnec y'vuoe i smeo rwahetev ubt em htkni, vaeg enisurfgf to ndcoes had og tgrhuh,o ti. .
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Tniartecy t'dno ommnttemic dna leik i. Ays i:ths ll'i be os ietm firts satl het ihst mtghi and.
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Nccesah ewsat any to'wn i rmeo. .
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Ywa uhncp hatt rou efli 'ltes wya tghrouh. .

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