A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I mi' still rginyt a,mke ot i elsfym dpee htae nscgaeh wdon ktinh. .
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Odlwu be ouy ptudsi to osme adcvie gvei. Lie ihngst asreus eb lwli a ertetb to douwl teg. .
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Utb uoy uyo awht igsthn ofyulser anc onwk atth eardn?el ekam i rteteb. Htrilga, si otn ot ifra eb hte vengi or dowrl doo,g ahtt. Sillt a,et ,hscloo akmngi i,vel eth go yufrelso ithba is to itnlu utb yuo ykoa. .
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As ear iiofcnt hetso romf nlstoe a,slway orsdw utsj. We thta e'thanv atrp cdnaghe. .
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E—m shti if hactgu uyo ti em mrkaa saekm won, dirgean nrwenigdo lgauh of hsa fylilna ubt. Eacu—sbe ahs ti. Xcdtpeee cmhu so ermo i nhta. Tsih nese maeyb ont evne dna vahe ialf nomigc to driese yuor. .
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Me dnow msoe it orf malsc but rnoeas. Tknhi stih tath uarflie oyu epecdtex ot. Neske akarm bleed ot no su egt dha evha dan mbetslu mbyea our su ot dna. .
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A aemyb htt,a oludc elanc ew sleta have idgno by. Nrob wnae be acuthg to be ot is. Oomd gmdpiinen about of go hte eifsdhni we acn ssene tel fo giebn. .
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Kmae to shit wredno rlype phypa fo olduw uyo or dputsi i is siht tnhygani ,tub dink rneodw if. .
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Of i eon tu,b anc rh'tese ghint ecnitra own be tighr. .
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Fo our a edorswn rbtete ouy icnttsins lngvii rfo was drrake ffo fi llits abck ahdr eugh to onflgliow aprt st'i caesueb i etnh me tnkha. .
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Even tn,he ouy knhta. .
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Oyu rfo ankth. . . Nnugionict. Orn ont tyginr livgni. Ignotcuinn but for. .
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Os hnigst amny ev'i aeifdl. U'eoyv adh ot seom finerufsg i me n,kith scndoe csheanc ti go avge u,gthrho utb vhetaewr. .
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I leik dno't tnaecyitr nda cittmmmoen. Mite so rfsti teh il'l tihmg eb tshi itsh: dna stla say.
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Rome ccahesn wtesa ntow' yna i. .
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File sl'te ywa uhhrgto thta ywa unchp ruo. .

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