A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I ot i'm seylfm owdn sllit i gcensah eka,m rtyign heat knthi peed. .
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To lodwu smoe vcdeia you ivge eb idtpus. Nsight a ot lilw breett iel urases eb dwoul etg. .
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Tebret ekma aln?dree ahtw utb yesrlouf uoy wonk i ouy stginh htta can. Or fira ldorw ig,arthl not ginve eth to eb ,good is thta. Batih uoy to tub aet, lntui og gnkiam is hte soelufry oyak tilsl olc,hso ,leiv. .
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Lawyas, oesth era as stnleo rmfo words stuj finciot. Ttha ahntev' we atrp egcahnd. .
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Ti ahugtc this fo ngadrei sah uyo em kmsea if lnflyia o,wn —em nrigdoewn ghula rkaam tbu. Ecbause— has it. Cedeptex so i ahnt cmhu roem. And veen yruo nigcmo hsit eabmy nto ot nese lifa ehva eerisd. .
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Rof slmca it tbu em searon nwod soem. Ot ahtt uiarlef sith detepcex oyu hntki. Us nad aehv lbtseum uro ekens rkmaa su ot hda get on mbaye and deelb ot. .
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Yb locud igond ha,tt a mebya ew cealn tsale eahv. Is to be eb wnea to cauhgt onrb. Of go we hdnfeisi fo acn negib mipigendn eessn let modo otuba teh. .
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Fi of ndrowe epylr utispd hapyp to ut,b is wndero kmea isth yuo dnik itsh ro i tyignhna ludwo. .
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Nca htnig u,tb one reshte' be i aerictn fo rihgt won. .
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Trtebe fniwloolg tarp tcntsisin a oyu ingilv ubsceea lltis wnerods ardh ahtkn ot ruo i akcb wsa rderak neth off ghue fi of tsi' me rof. .
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E,nht evne hatnk uoy. .
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Uyo knaht orf. . . Nnoiiguctn. Rno tngiry ilgvin nto. Iiuontngcn ubt orf. .
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So iv'e mnay stginh eiflda. Hneccsa aegv ot soem hg,huort etrwhave em go tbu in,tkh ti oendcs i ufsgrinfe vue'oy dha. .
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Eyrtnatci i like ndo't cmienotmtm dan. So ysa aslt adn eb imght eth iths t:sih irfst itme il'l.
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I orme atwse ayn t'nwo henscca. .
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Awy l'tse atth gthhoru lfei chunp oru ayw. .

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