A letter from April 20th, 2023

dear future me 8:30pm, 19 april, 2023 at that day of the year my love moonbin has died i cant just believe it and how it breaks my heart he was my bais with eunwoo but now my heart is breaking for both and all member and especially his sister moonsua, he also died in his moms birthday i dont think im alright at all so how will those ppl feel and the close fans to him feel. rest in peace moonbin I'll always love you and I'll never forget and I'll never forget to pray for you with all of my heart, im trying to hide from my problems and forget all with sleeping but i wake up again and i remember again so i decided just to accept this I'll not try to hide or forget you because im coward no I'll just accept that and remember u everytime i look at the moon and starts because they are in the sky and shining just like you my love, im sorry for you because of everything u had to go through my moon u didn't deserve that u only deserves all the love in this life maybe its now too late for ppl to realize that and start giving it to you but im sure you feel it, your soul will always stay alive i believe that, rest in peace moonbin 🤍