A letter from Mar 23, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi Um I'm just ganna tell you how i currently feel rn. Failure and a dissapointment, I'm not doing well again and I just turned 21. I just want everything to stop like i want to get better, I really do. I want to be a confident woman and love what I'm doing but I'm too scared and tired. I want to persue that career i just don't know where to start or what to do. I'm scared I'm ganna be stuck like this. I hope when I'm 22. I've become different, that's what i always say when i do this. I hope by next year I'm either studying what i want to become or get my own place and get out of this roxic cycle because I'm close to going back and I really don't want to, but i don't know if i should tell someone this or keep it to myself because i know if i will i will start crying. I feel like crying now but it wont come out anyways i failed being 20 and little being 21 lets hope 22 will be better. Bye (and I'm sorry :( )