A letter from Jan 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey, Ducky It's weird looking back seeing how in love I was with Moon. I miss the relationship yes, but it was definitely a toxic one. Krisp is still our friend and we have a-lot of new ones as well!! Like Rosa, Bread, Sketch, Juls, and Dark. Sky is our bbg/p. We still don't have a partner after Moon broke up with us, I hope we do when you read this. I'm struggling without someone to love romantically. How is it being 18? I'm sure I already sent you a "wOwIe I cAnT bElEiVe We ArE 18" letter awhile ago so I thought I would update from that. It's insane to me that 18 is only 2 years away now. It's... Scary too. There's an option to send YOU 3 dollars which is REALLY funny to me. I think that's what it is at least. Do we have a job yet? If we do is it anything we hoped for? Daycare? Shelter? Or is it some retail job or customer service. THAT is truly the scariest thing I can think of/silly. Nothing against people who work those jobs, they just scare me right now. I can't believe the Queen DIED last year! That was definitely a jarring experience. We were able to graduate in 2023? Or did we have to wait a year? I'm scared but hopeful of the future. I hope we are alive. I'm not really feeling anything in the long scheme of things, other than dreading school. At least it's not public though. Do we still enjoy Ranboo's content? Oh!! How was Generation Loss?? I can't WAIT for it!! I'm sure its exactly as good as he's expressing it to be! What are you interested in right now? I'm currently hyperfixating over The Stanley Parable(Ultra Deluxe), Dialtown, Ranboo, uh having wings lol. AHH!! It's such a weird feeling writing to you. I hope you had an AMAZING 18th birthday Ducky, if you still go by that online. Have an amazing Pride Month as well ^^! Ough, nerves. Brother is pressuring me to watch a horror game with him. Bye! Love, You from the past.