A letter from Jan 01, 2023

Peaceful right?

PAGE 365 OF 365! hi, it's me (again)! how's your 2023, huh? i hope you get more happiness this year :) more social life, more money, more smile, and less pain :) 9 days ago, i prayed that in 2023, i'll be brave, strong, confident, optimist, productive, and glow up. but, today, i feel like i'm given up... i don't deserve that kind of good things in my life... bcuz i'm lazy and it's like impossible, and just... it's impossible. but on the other hand, i wish i could do it. i can be better in the future. let's talking about your social life. so, are you finally active in instagram? or still not download that app? are you finally have more friends? hang out with them? take a lot pictures and vlogs? you MUST to do that. everyone be like, my 2023 went blah blah blah, yeah you should follow the trend sometimes. let's talking about your school! uh, how's school? the teachers? and your boring friends? idk what i wnt to ask you... em, are your exam's good? you have good result? tell me! and, is that S and N still the bestest one? LOL. Ah about the S and N... let's talking about the other S and N... so, who? who the one you choose? HAHA LAST TIME I REMEMBER THAT YOU ALMOST FALL FOR ONE OF THEM! or, anybody else??????? okay, stop making that face. we're serious now. how's ur fam? they're still alive? are you finally moving to grandma's 🏠? i hope you do. today is my 2nd in this house after D, and i'm stress!!!!!! idk how you feel if you still there in like 3 years.... hm, about yourself.... how about your health? mental and physical health? are you okayyy?????? how's ur asthma and bronchitis? how's yr acnes? don't say that i'm triggering you... i hope your face get better :/ and, the insecurity... HUUUH I HATE TALKING ABOUT THIS, BUT, I HOPE YOU FEEL MORE CONFIDENT THIS YEAR. YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING! thank to yourself. you are very strong.

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hey, sorry that I just read this. And I will reply to this letter today (Feb 09 '24)

Okay, how was my 2023? It went by fast and exhausting. :)...

Sepisna?hp idfn i e,yha i ihnkt ddi os.
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Mero settudn if?le teh couclni onejid het saloci adn tn!ldyfiiee ceebam i srrceaety. Erhe much loca"is feil" os ,wwo.
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I khtni yo?emn omer. . . Now tno i'm htirg n?o ngkirow. Oogd adn ta etehir ont ngvisa llyare. Ncutcao rzeo angvsis hhaa ta is my.
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Es,y mi' it oerm gdoni im?sesl. My hopost meslis ehva tlo nwo of a. . . Taht rodup fo 'mi dna.
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H,a p?ani lsse eams old.
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Gingvi faul,ire d,oyta tills oyu w,kon eiszn,als i pu neess fele adn enve fo litnu ttah. Tyr tub otn ivge i ot alwsay up. Nawt it tdo'n i trgree in hte den ot.
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'elst btaou ltak my eilf lcaois ko,ay. 'im ubt amtisrnag thta nto ,haye avtcie uteqi n,ow no veiact. Siestor peno eylrra is'edrfn aitns i ot chkce tjus tou it, itlsl. Tol i wlel, ,nad etdedle akme a idd btu :) ytluaalc y,se otg fo vs?log omes.
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Atihlg,r shocol ouatb. . . Scoloh eht. . . Hug. Eth my tlcasmasse etacerh to nta'c gte hiwt nogal my tasehce?r msee. Hrasteec hsti dan enmiadig vnghia renev lcsaessmta like i. So alme e'yehtr lla. Tath eelppo twhi i si mael aditm dlfiel ot taeh ryae stla my. Emses ti it did ,eayh por?emiv eilk my gearsd. Efel lslti tub i dbum.
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Atht ??n? ntoendeim oyu n i nda ohw si outab oforgt s. ,tbu modev oabtu yhae ,s i on. Ydbgeoo s.
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Uatbo hhaa, ym dlo eams y?lfaim. Nionhgt laiecps. Spidut oehsu sctuk ni isht litls 'mi. Uohse my ianry gto xrtmeee sesnoa srdmana'g ym dgans'rma so?hue fo het cbesaue eecrkwd a,dn.
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Aobtu uto ?tlhhae rllaey mi' ym ersetsds maelnt. Tuendts greyen otl a eth gnaaming qrriseeu lccuoni of. Yho,eltsn ryeeng nad my elepddte is.
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Mi' zyla slitl icshlapy alhe?ht ecesixre ot ,ah. Tltlie eiruslntoo a ot a ujst riseecex if tb,u evne s'ti ayeullrr,g edam i. Ewovd i olas rnu ednekew rvyee to. Nto rtbtee ra,ey rhgit? alts um,hc hnat ubt.
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Abotu ncea my. . . On lwl,e eimplsp eerth are remo now. Ear penlty litls tub, dan tawieheshd dcsleo nosdecmeo. Abd smkea ecfa lylrae look ym tthsa' whta. I u,h ucneisre elfe. . . For kmea i a a dwuol guththo hgnace eray gib cafe ym. (: kema my altyheh to nda kool i i lygu ledifa efle (: stlil oiglwgn aefc utb nda.
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Nwse ,yes omer ogod onw si, het b,tu fdnnoecit i feel.
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Yselnth,o orf ihst rafgelut i'm gcveneiri alryle lerett. Nakht uoy!.

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