A letter from Jan 01, 2023

Peaceful right?

PAGE 365 OF 365! hi, it's me (again)! how's your 2023, huh? i hope you get more happiness this year :) more social life, more money, more smile, and less pain :) 9 days ago, i prayed that in 2023, i'll be brave, strong, confident, optimist, productive, and glow up. but, today, i feel like i'm given up... i don't deserve that kind of good things in my life... bcuz i'm lazy and it's like impossible, and just... it's impossible. but on the other hand, i wish i could do it. i can be better in the future. let's talking about your social life. so, are you finally active in instagram? or still not download that app? are you finally have more friends? hang out with them? take a lot pictures and vlogs? you MUST to do that. everyone be like, my 2023 went blah blah blah, yeah you should follow the trend sometimes. let's talking about your school! uh, how's school? the teachers? and your boring friends? idk what i wnt to ask you... em, are your exam's good? you have good result? tell me! and, is that S and N still the bestest one? LOL. Ah about the S and N... let's talking about the other S and N... so, who? who the one you choose? HAHA LAST TIME I REMEMBER THAT YOU ALMOST FALL FOR ONE OF THEM! or, anybody else??????? okay, stop making that face. we're serious now. how's ur fam? they're still alive? are you finally moving to grandma's 🏠? i hope you do. today is my 2nd in this house after D, and i'm stress!!!!!! idk how you feel if you still there in like 3 years.... hm, about yourself.... how about your health? mental and physical health? are you okayyy?????? how's ur asthma and bronchitis? how's yr acnes? don't say that i'm triggering you... i hope your face get better :/ and, the insecurity... HUUUH I HATE TALKING ABOUT THIS, BUT, I HOPE YOU FEEL MORE CONFIDENT THIS YEAR. YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING! thank to yourself. you are very strong.

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hey, sorry that I just read this. And I will reply to this letter today (Feb 09 '24)

Okay, how was my 2023? It went by fast and exhausting. :)...

Eah,y i nidf ddi i?ppsheans i so tikhn.
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Abeecm ereytracs tedtusn lcoais ?flie nejido erom nad het i edeif!ylnit hte inclcuo. Umch erhe os cl"aosi l"efi oww,.
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I e?nomy nihkt reom. . . Hgtir onw giwronk 'im nto on?. Dgoo nad nvsgia eaylrl terihe otn ta. My nasgisv at ocauntc eozr haah si.
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It rmeo idogn s,ye m'i siml?es. Haev fo tlo spohot my lmsesi a nwo. . . Htat im' rodpu fo and.
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H,a dlo eams ni?pa elss.
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Thta ,konw nssee aie,urfl of tuiln i up nivggi aty,do neve litls and you lefe zsn,asiel. Up egiv rty i sywlaa btu not ot. Dne erregt anwt ni i tod'n ti ot het.
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Takl toabu my s'let elfi a,yko lisaco. ,hyae cetvai atviec m'i uqtei on amasrngit ow,n ttah ont utb. Irsteso istan hcekc nepo otu ayrler to isnfr'de i,t i lilst ujst. ?lovsg sy,e wlel, dn,a lucyatal tlo utb dletdee oems i a ddi of :) ogt mkea.
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Cooslh buaot arl,higt. . . Lsohco eht. . . Uhg. Gte whit teh actn' ssmtlesaac earst?ceh esme ym angol raechte to my. Eervn hngiva dna ihst i elki cmseatsals scetreah mgnadiei. So all 'yrehte ealm. Ahte reya i deillf lats popele my dtami ahtt hwti to laem is. It idd asrdeg my ,ahye it ior?pemv leik emses. Elfe ubmd utb i illst.
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Frtoog s iontndeem n??? si ohw n oyu i tbaou nda thta. Btoau i on oemvd ,s t,ub ahye. Ygbdooe s.
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Seam dlo abuot ?milyfa ym hh,aa. Gntihon slaceip. In lltis 'im shti heous ukcts sutpid. Sam'agdrn otg uhsoe ?uesoh hte ,dna inray cbuesae my werekdc of rextmee ym easson rm'gdaans.
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Ym i'm out lyerla tsersdes ubato nmelta ?lhheta. Nnmaiagg tol a dtsneut cculoin teh rqeuesir of regeny. Si and ledepetd ym engery ylsh,tone.
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Zlay h,a i'm tea?lhh lstil esexicer lsayichp ot. Tub, usilortnoe a esrixece i 'tis ot rea,lugylr juts lettli emad fi a evne. Osla ot i vowde ndekeew urn veery. Stal anht terbet y,are muhc, ont utb gh?rti.
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Caen ym btuao. . . ,ellw nwo no pmeilsp eorm tereh ear. Ocsled oedenoscm itlsl ear and etdehwshai tynple t,ub. Loko mkesa rylael tahw bda cfea tst'ah my. ,uh eefl eunirces i. . . Akem i gtotuhh rof ibg a cfea ym eayr a ahngce lowdu. Fcea i ot nda efel but efaidl dan yglu (: ltlis aemk ym (: ahlyeht loniwgg look i.
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I mroe eswn own eht tcnfdeoin y,se si, t,bu elef dgoo.
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H,oetlysn shti eallry 'im fro geieicrnv lrteet rgeufatl. Y!uo ktanh.

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