A letter from Jan 01, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey J, it's been about one and a half years since you last talked to A for a while. She's blocked you on snap so you can never talk to her like that again which sucks.i know you've begged for a redo but That won't happen no matter how much you wish. It's a new year but nothing feels different albeit you wish it did. You come up with a resolution yet but you don't know if you have the strength to follow through with anything. You wish you could make a clangs and feel mildly down and don't think you con talk to your friends about it. Some good news is that P is coming back to Texas for School next year which is great and I hope he does well feels well about it. You don't think you're ready for a new relationship because you can only think about and or maybe the idea of her you're not quite sure. I think you want change Yet it's not coming or at least not fast enough. You're only 16 almost 17 but life fuels life its going way too fast and you aren't enjoying it enough.i hope you found your person that's like A but that doesn't live so far away and that likes you for you. I think you still wish you know what A felt because she seemed perfect, which leads into my belief that I may have been in love with the idea of her. Well good luck bud and I hope you're doing better than I on right now.