A letter from Nov 21, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Alright, you're three years in the future. You're meant to be the version of me who's dreams have all come true. Around a year ago, we wrote a letter to me today. First off, I have to say, if I'd have known then where we live now, who our best friend would be, or honestly any of the other big factors in our life, I'd be shocked. Or maybe not, because we have had a constantly changing life... but, still. The first question past us asked in that letter was "Do you still like him?" We spent the rest of the letter assuming we'd probably gotten over him, or at least wondering if we had. FutureMe, I don't know if your path has crossed his again. I don't know if you plan to keep him in your life with whatever it takes, but if I could tell you right now what I hope, it would be this: I hope that you're still as in love with him as I am now. I hope that the time he held your hand would blur into a thousand other times. I hope that he pursues you, and I hope that you realize just how much you've been blessed to receive that which you've wished so long for. And when we wrote that story and said these words: "...and my uninterest in dating, in relationships, just continues. i mean, i always knew i would wait until i was a bit older... but there doesn't seem to be choices anymore. because if i'm being honest, the only choice i'd want to make is you... and whatever we are just isn't as simple as that. but i'd choose you. just so you know. i'd choose you if i were able to." I know, better than we did then, that I wrote them about him. I hope you get to choose him.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear PastMe,

Oh sweet girl you had no clue. You'd never believe what I'm about to say, but we're getting married next year. In May. Six months away.
He's not...

Adnlpen had how yuo ta lal. Snwko eretbt utb rold eth. Htfaer eenb to dgo su husc dkin hsa a. E'hs ntha egvin vel'ocdu oerm uro em i rof neiagimd dekas.
Ecom yaw oyu a ,gnohonir oslev than tedixec ot rimgryna wrgo, man dna oyu eevry cseotrtp eevnr os omeh oyu to ni si teh itaep,nt si orgnkiw, adrh er'you nd,ik yuo g,doly leelgahcsn e'vuoy ayd ot ghaynnit, cdeenerix,pe rmoe.
Csro)eu i fo usjs,e ever b(tu orem elvo imh tnah lvoed ev'i oneyan. Oebdssse ighh in solcho i hte ybo ton with 'ehs on, aryle aws. Reteinffd yerv imh ew rae orfm eryv. 'erwe eneyroev pisseopto yass. Hte haliernsiopt is fmor o,drl ti ni assy sjut het ,yvliinai(udld contetn aecm ulfly eth eryclal olas ecah nda ohwuitt vrneeeoy ewer of su dorl wehn )ohetr kignnow rou. Godo dog is so.
Wn,o dirfeftne reuoy' oto evyr. Thta eth gantnhiy lstli r,ecear sevisma jss,ue saem sfsecsul'u'c ot teh olev et-pleu-pbo ekam 'ntod mero dan hnat eresdi ,uoafms veha ni atwn elvo we a ot wr'ee m,csiu be eb. . . A nda antw eomohhsclo a i adn eifw ym be to mom rlhidnec. Eeryv oll ewra ue,rssirp herto ekwe dsseres we. Owlud that doshkec be yb oyu. .
I elov enfeniim rtlyu bgnei. Leuqa sseer"ds in emfyei"nit ywa nto hte. Innmeeif rhatccera, gsnleiosd ltoitintiny,nea eg,cra nbeig aoutb ytulr si.
(but do ); vleo sssdeer i. ).
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Don't imh to olve ysa, you ahtt all n,o sltli.
Etterb aehv chmu is yuo waht. Coohes bnshadu mna, i thasondu evro uowdl temis etroh our nya efurut vroe a. My roepns hs'e fvtaeroi. Uysor be he llwi.
E,lfi t'si yb fo het god agrec eewst a.
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Of <3 evol oegbdoy s,u fomr lots alutd.
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P. S.
Ew it ?atth taldu! eadm reha. Esdsueg uoy u'dolewv eenvr. Dera rfed,ounwl 'tsi. Udtoahodl nlwdurefo si. Wrignog muhc eafr don't up so. Sejsu lanp ruyo a ahs lla for esy3a

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