A letter from Nov 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how’s life going? are you feeling happier with yourself?❤️‍🩹 have you stopped smoking yet lol? did you learn how to roll a blunt properly? how was ur a-level results?!!!!!!! what uni are you going to and how is it? i hope you reconciled with Maggie bc i don’t have the strength to apologise to her when im so angry atm. are you still in contact with the ogs? yk i can’t imagine separating from M (it’s been 10 years since she’s become my bestfriend!!). but how is L, is she healthy and happy now? ➡️if not in contact (☹️) have you made any new friends in uni? its hard for me in college to become close to people when no-one has the same timetable as you? did you ever manage to keep my room clean and stop procrastinating? do you have a new job? do you still model? i hope you have built up your confidence and learnt to walk in heals! did you ever get the adhd diagnosis? it’s been 2 years for me ugh. also please play piano again pls pls pick it back up. xoxo past girl

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

hey baby me,

I am currently writing this unemployed, living off student loan and having failed first year.
You were so right on about that ADHD diagnosis girl so no...

To terf dnee. Depopts no mnosikg atrenl to aevh i ae’hnvt utb l-erlopr i who. L-veela erwe yuro nteso’d btu **** it teg setruls cb mratet frsti aawnyy uoy noti llwi ecciho uni. Si eud ’tnod haev no it lliw eacbsue oot darh wno ryou reeatk uryo toh hwo ot yb tno to egt you to ccoky iaislengr get rcoues. .
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P. S. To on cmeo olnssse hyte tilsl inapo aer aherrd tye a beg iteltl fysurloe oseht.
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Irlg xoox uufetr.

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