A letter from Nov 11, 2022

Dear FutureMe, It's old Kaeli!!! How is school going? is everything ok? I know it may seem challenging, but just know you are unique and you are going to be fineee. ok ok ok, so now that that is dealt with how is ur love life? did u ever end up with Jack, even if it was just for a day? or did u end up with someone else? Did you end up with anyone? I wanna know! did anything even happen? Is Jack a friend? OH, and did mama give in and give you a phone for my 14th birthday? I hope so... How is ur relationship with Sarah and Johanna? Any new friends? any new crushes? and how is Veronica? is she a good person? Or is she a complete utter jerk? and any people you miss? did anyone leave? did Jack leave again? Is he gone at all? Am I getting good grades? Did I make Mama proud? Did I make Sali proud? Did you have ur first kiss yet? is our love life dull atm? Are there any new boys? Any new crushes you never thought you would have? Is Jack being a jerk? Has he been jealous bc of what happened between u and another boy? Did he ever tell you that he liked you (again)? Ok, I think when you get this email, you will have a different perspective. But tell me, do you remember when Amanuel "leaned" on you during the last minutes of L&L, and when you looked up, you saw Jack looking kinda mad, and then when he caught on that you were looking, he looked away really quickly? Do you think he has the right to be jealous, even if he did not want to date you? I mean he obviously has the right, but it's not fair. He decided he did not want to date me, and then he gets jealous when another boy interacts with me. like touchy stuff. Oh, and do you still hug Danny just to make him annoyed? lol. anyways, this for some reason is a big part of my life rn. it's annoying. like really annoying. I don't know how to feel. Oh, and do me a favor and ask Jack (if he is still there) if he ever felt jealous because I had an interaction with another boy. and ask him to be truthful. Unless you are extremely mad at him. Always remember to make a wish at 11:11! Is your favorite song still golden hour? I have so many questions, but I don't know how to phrase them. How was winter break? was it nice? did u have fun? Well, know that at least one person in this world will love you no matter what. and that's yourself. try not to get in any trouble, Your love, Kaeli.