A letter from Nov 05, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, damn, I stopped being sad all time!!?? and I enjoy maths? wonder where that will take us anyway... I just want to let you know shit I started taking ADHD meds today, it feels weird af and huh wonder where this will go I got over who I needed to get over. I have healed our relationship with my parents ish- but I'm stressing about using ig yk. I hate lying and I realised I'm not the femme fatale of my dreams but I really want to get rich. I read more than 42 books this year which is actually crazy. I think I hate myself less and I SURVIVED 13 YEARS!? I still think about the parlour sometimes... and I think about how I'm gonna die. but I think from a movie I watched recently, me before you, I realised I don't LOVE my life... I just love the people in it, but not living. so I'm gonna try to love living... I hope you're still there... okay, happy and awesome. I'm sorry if something bad happened, but yk we've been through worse, we can get through this. have you started loving life? - love, and hope Avira

Epilogue

2 days later

Hey there you fucking idiot.

ahahah im kidding (I'm not)

Your wishes have come true!! (mostly)

The parlour stuff is healed, the dieing...

Sdeh-leiha stffu is.
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Ffstu ohohhhohohooo hte ubt linogv efli. .
Feli i nae,m nmae uf?tlsel to ist' to in ?mtomen veil to viara? ddi ifle taht yuo ot athw the jeoyn by.
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A si ts'i tpmooitcnie ton elov is iefl a a eilf itl,s feil nsct,eot ton ro td-oo btu.
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Tuo ei,splnge itgean ymlpsi gk,nital nda ti in hgnoue s'ahtt atnhgierb e,llw nt,stigi ehn,oug.
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Tlgiu nac live stju ot oyu uyo 'notd iotn "fiel ulrsfoey veha gio"yenjn. Nda 'thtsa ogenuh.
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Liwl noiwlgolf t'ond oyu uyo rof esarlie (resolpi eb bda eth if te)arl mnosht ihts raelly.
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Btu ormf ntaw of you lal hst'at i it hti,s erfat dan ghhuot,r make lla uyo'll.
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Ti rhtea keep oryu nugohe amek peek is ni,tageb htta lniiv,g t,ughrho.
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Ve'we o,lt pu a tohhrgu iveg so enbe est'l not.
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,axler oyu stle' dna elif elt ovel adn i ubt e,gimann juts od agintnw hicll teh fro gvlion. .
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Eoiuctnn i( ni on'td i and shmat teg oelv uoy ot h,t9 know hoep liev ahmt ad i in wlil eeee) tkoo if ttah lli a()ahahh ,oyu nad.
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Tusj jtus ithw ielk i odyr) su, niswmimg (i it ahte kpee neds.
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Rsceol to f,mro fels uoyr atehd <3.
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Dw oono,o ingaa ouy srtta eragind luy'lo optpsed :ps. .

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