A letter from Oct 21, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hello guys! I am 14. I am very unhappy rn! My friends have iPhone 11, and 13 each but I have a very old version of the Samsung my parents are not supportive or understanding I have very old clothes, all my friends buy new things every season but I can't even buy a single t-shirt in a year I don't have nice shoes...I only have very old and torn ones IDK what to do I am on vacation rn and my parents didn't take me anywhere others traveled so much but I just stayed in my room I am fat and ugly We are lower middle class family living in Nepal we don't even have a vehicle or our own house I have the worst scar or mark on my face which is caused by popping pimple my school will start in 8-9 days now Tihar (festival) is here I am totally depressed any tips? what can I possibly do? I am not even sure if my future self is happy or not I have 3 wishes that I wish to be true; 1)EDV 2)MONEY 3)STUDY I have other small wishes too like weight loss, clear skin, new clothes and sneakers, etc YK I wanna go to America and restart my life there I wanna work, earn, spend, travel, and spoil myself I want to experience new and expensive things which I don't think is in my fortune... I want to be happy again ahaha this anxiety and depression are killing me so if you are reading this letter rn then can you share some tips? I just hope my futureself is happy and satisfied!

Epilogue

1 day later

sis oh my goddd
so much envy, jealousy, sadness, and negativity!
of course, you were...

Hppaynu.
Utb ahwt usegs.
Ehtar asifedits yvyyre ppayh dan ,phaestpi utufre uory eronsp is eht eilk efsl no somt l,grutaef.
Me 'hes is nslbiesg saaylw hiwt adn waysal me odg.
Poro nrapest olev gimht ehtm i ym utb be.
Thye trnsduaned ta yrt ,me tlaes crae e,m hyte trsudndaen me llew to ehyt voel orf teyh.
Igtnhs evne gouhth buy ney,om elki me my heav ehunog aylwas soshe, lct,oehs cet tdon' we saeptrn.
Hes fo kiel chwih ipars sjtu ytdao otbhgu owt vtsse me wree rs. 050 nhikt i 502 dan.
Utreflag i am ynigeerhtv revy orf.
Eahy ti ldwor dan edevsre dna good ueuftr i illw onwk and vrey 'im piseevxne in itghns am i hte and pert!yt eth iexrcenpee annog cuebsae i to rea elteysilf euepxcedtn me happen rwhto i.
It ebeevil i tuylr.

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soleakolstad:

over 2 years ago

hi! im 14 too so i totally understand your struggle. i know its hard, life really can suck. but i believe in you, i think you can do whatever you want. and its hard if you feel "ashamed" of the things you own, but things dosent matter. your heart does, and your thoughts and mindset. you can have the best iphone and still be an asshole, or have the weakest thoughts. from your letter you seem like an person with incredible strength and potential.YOU CAN DO IT. i know depression and anxiety can be overwhelming, but you will push through. if you struggle with depression i would reccomend to take a moment everyday and write down 3 things you like about this day or your life. when i did this i started to focus on the things i liked about my life and my days. and it will be hard, but remember to love your body. your has carried you on the hard days, your hands have fed you and nourished your body, your head has made you this kind and reflectful. I BELIEVE IN YOU!!! I AM ROOTING FOR YOU AND YOUR FUTURE!!! GOOD LUCK!!!!
from another 14 year old on the other side of the world (norway)
❤️

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