A letter from Oct 14, 2022

Hi there! Future me. It's me from your 30-year-old self. Happy 33rd birthday! I know this letter might be from a random date. Why would I greet you from October 14, 2022? I also know you won't remember what happened on this date and why I have decided to write a letter on your birthday. If you are reading this letter, thank God you are alive and well (I hope so). It has been difficult for you these past months of the year 2022. Well, it's not just this year, isn't it? You had decided on so many things this year that will eventually define your future, and you think you are going on the right path. But someone has not been contented and happy about it. Worse is, that someone is your father. It's just sad to think that he belittles everything you are doing and every decision you have made, because he thinks so highly of himself. So high that you can't even think of any promising things he had done in his life, or your life, or in our family other than just being a *******, drunk ******* who just depends on anybody who can fulfill his vicious ambition to become rich without having to tire his *** off. A mere parasite. Sorry for thinking this way, but I can't think of any feelings toward him right now, other than hate, because his ******* mindset messes up your head and messes up all you planned to do in your life. Now I'm becoming more adamant and colder to be the daughter he wants me to be. BECAUSE HE WON'T EVEN BUDGE TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME. HE IS EVEN NOT GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE FOR HIM THESE PAST FEW YEARS. NOT EVEN CELEBRATING YOUR SMALL WINS. ALL HIS LIFE HE IS JUST DREAMING TO BECOME A ******* MILLIONAIRE! LIKE WINNING IN A ******* LOTTO WHILE HE BATHES HIS ******* SELF WITH BEER, BURNS HIMSELF WITH CIGARS, **** ALL WOMAN WITH MY BROTHER'S MONEY! ALL WHILE NOT EVEN SHEDDING A SINGLE BLOOD AND SWEAT IN HIS HANDS. That's how he thinks the world works for him. And now what? He wanted you to fulfill those dreams, for him? F-U-C-K H-I-M! Well, guess what dear! I now ordain you to be the cruelest person he can ever think of on his deathbed! Mark him these words. I can only wish you one thing, my dear. I hope you already have those millions. And ******* slap him with it. But make sure he will not be able to hold it. I hope you will have the guts to tell him how you have waited for that day to come. I hope he'll still live to be able to see you soaring, but never be on the same flight, because he is this ******* **** who never supported you in your visions and dreams. Instead, he belittles you, drags you down, and even discourages you most of the time when you needed him the most. But if this letter got you at the wrong time, I hope this will still keep your fire burning. Vengeance is sweet. But nothing is sweeter than being able to fulfill what you've always wanted for yourself, not for him. And at the same time, prove to him that you are far greater than what he thinks you are.