A letter from Oct 03, 2022

Dear Future Me, i hope you are okay. Are you being absorbed or not? You probably know that already. Given how things are going, maybe not you do not want to be absorbed in a toxic environment but you honestly would not mind to be here for a little while. At least until we get something else. Serious doubt is kicking in about ourselves and probably too about God. The latter needs to be fixed ASAP. We are slowly being ridded off all our esteem and we need to fix that too. We have lost self confidence self belief and are filed with doubt and fear and this is not even what we were created for. Believing in God and Self is our job. We need to try to believe and to ask God what he wants us to do but WEH! I am in shatters. My job is to believe and to obey and to trust and to imagine. The rest we leave to him