hmmm...i wonder what this one's about???!!!

Dear FutureMe, i have just had the best time! im so happy, i havent felt this happy for sooooooooo long. we spent last nite together, we we're supposed to, i mean it was supposed to be a freindly thing but i dunno one thing led to another and we ended up...we you know. but it was sooo nice. it was passionate so passionate ive never felt so happy. i felt like i never wanted that moment to end. he was so nice and gentle and kind. it was normal and boring like it used to be, it was fun exciting, new and enjoyable. and most of all it most passionate and romantic. he really loves me. he really really does. im so happy. and he understands. he knows i need time to sort myself out, sort my head out. and he's ok with it, he's gonna help me, he's gonna be there for me. he's never done that before. it's gonna be good. it will be. it is. i love him and he really does love me!