A letter from Aug 27, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how are you? Are you tired, happy, nervous, or excited? I guess I would be feeling all of these things starting a new Tri. I guess one thing to look forward too is seeing who's going to be in your new classes. Hopefully I will have some classes with people I want too. Right!!!??? I honestly don't even know who I want to be in my classes anymore. I feel like I am doing too much stalking, I am?? During this first week of school that had just passed by I have been just keeping my head down and trying to get to my classes. I am surprised by the new things that I have found coming back to school, like Margot not wearing a mask, and the boy with colorful hair not being dead (for the last 2 weeks of last year he didn't show up for PE). Going back to Margot I wonder if we have talked to her or played a game with her by now. Will I wish you well for this coming Tri. Wait, I wonder if going to Africa if we were going to make it, if we were actually going. If we are, then I won't be in the Tri for long. Only time will tell. I secretly hope that we don't make it, but if we do, it's what it is, and I think it would be a good vacation break. As I was saying I wish you well for this coming Tri. If you don't like your new classes or classmates, just shrug it off. Keep your head down, study hard, especially in French class, and you'll do great! Take care and make me proud!!!!!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hi,

I am okay, right now. I am tired right now, nothing physical because I haven't been doing anything too physical all day long, but I guess mental and emotionally,...

Ot did ti thohug i knith i yfelms.
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I ,it ti onw adn 2 ertlet asyre dear jsut got lyrela ckba am i ealim to ma yeard dan ereh rpaylbob the owkn aog, tbu adn isht rypel fo peireld vnree b!!akc i i to.
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I lot ht10 eahcndg am a sah ,gread ttha in wno. Ma i rlneog fro exel,pam a nwo no kesalrt klei. Hte nda dha back i rfo sotl tusl fo tneh lla grotm,a kndia evah elt of og erh. Yuo to i yb sits xnet yea,h nkow sith hist, eeivcre loduw be lssac oyu nehw ubt ehs ghrti ,iemal salo dhocsek em ni. Of couelp denrceitat too simet ehva we a. Had we ro oyu mnineto mgsae, ew hnew fi eavh ekil yapl tkal elwl. To of het in we erasrik,eebc adh adn wree tge alyp oyu we strif sentrrpa eslgnhi ikle ot pyal on ocs,hlo cadr ithw geam a a prrtean ady dna ,asscl. Dan adcr saw ta ltod she asid erh payl i dmeisl nashtk esh eht nad doog. Xicee,tnmet keil ahd ulst tno tguhoh lal nteactri e,rh llsti it's od slot eelf i we neehewvr i your cletolemyp ofr i eth. Lstil i tub rednfi natw reh eb to. Feel erh oolk i sa reh sa rof bad cuhm odtn' i sued 'odnt nda as ot ddi i sa tfrea i. .
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Mum. . . Ifarac aselt is ta tshi msot tirgwni eon potin inggo eb to ngogi of em mazgain eht lliw to hsti nepesricxee ta lulo'y ot uyo of a,ehv eevr. Orf su swa giogn maginza to caarfi. Hatt os you alfmyi lpepoe nwo nowk ggnio evha yoru you sowh mnya to tanh in yuo arif,ca eovl eorm ttha uyo llwi. 2 i ot 'ist rniudg uor yad teh rsyae iescn hte us myilaf eenb eus vloe rpti iegvs acrifa hotghu astmol inogg ot chea iltls.
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Ht8 hitrg lypbbaro gedar tsih own rwitgni your uroy nkwo ewhn drsage ehva to nad odog ni i em,. In oht own but rgeda i 01ht rhtig am os indog ont. In irt cnhefr b i unsim a c my dan in ihwt a itrsf ygeortem jtsu ddeen. Wkor ot akme to uyo yfmsle uodrp rardeh spuh l'il.
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Erebmmer chum 'ntca up i ,rgdae noosle rmfo th8 lsat hgn,ti eno ubt. Eimt eb ledmid nomeose or not the tca si nfefedrti or slcoho to ceapl shy to. N'tod i ot eht lstiiogan orf si adn uoy lfysueor wonk kwon yuo twah tno oodg cpettor scdear nca sti' ulysoref d,o ouyr noly and awy ubt. Tno sti' ogdo psyilalyhc uyo and lyltmnea rfo. Ehfisls w'ont stutr ,yoflsreu teh meka agmikn rfensdi d,frsnei best efsndr,i aeleser truh enibg rg,pi be nit's suoflyre adn me, eoslfruy mkae gnbie mht,e vonesri fo mfro atht yuo. Ownk ory'ue rcdesa to dna i eridt tawn ryc nda. Irhglat i i doclu on rfaoeehd ym ouy in nadh uyo be sksi hsiw uyo eth lwil lhdo and lelt gtnevhyire. .
I ot eadh rouy athw eymrano nodw yuo 'dont tlle uyo eekp olv,e to aehv.
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'lil do acn my odpru the ahtt btes i yhppa oyu 'ill ,stbe and kmea ot do.

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