A letter from Aug 23, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Gosh I've got so much to express right now I believe in you, Man. I'm gonna invest in you like a crazy person. I've made some mistakes (nothing ghastly, THANK GOD) I had a few days fling-ish with Imeakan and I can't afford to live that way. You are not a womanizer of any sorts so we won't rehearse such in any manner. I spent the bulk of yesterday replying to her chats and video calls etc and it left me feeling empty.... Like I'm wasting my life essence. I've got nothing but love for her but I value you more and I'll never jeopardize our bond for her or another. Osas called me today and told me he ain't gonna be able to give me my laptop no more cuz his sister doesn't support that. THAT HURT! But he's actually a really good guy. He's gone out of his way all these months to give me access to his. I really am appreciative of how much of a sacrifice he made. Now I've set my gaze on God... The one who's rested his gracious hand on me. Neh 2:8 I'm mightily helped of God. I cannot be stopped. Laptops are coming to me free course and unhindered by the virtue of the Grace of God on me. I'm sure you know this already. Do reply me and tell me how this all went down. I do loveeeee you so much! I wish you knew just how much.