A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

Uro os afr il,ef ownk osingl ihst r!af soal tub in mkgani emnsa aynm oeeppl oru itnd’d i it stih nwrbyo odg lndgciuni. Saberk a ehtar 5022 tol sha fo. Aws itfrs si ,taayt wroy,bn laol ti xten si’t ethn. Tlo tehri for a fo hwo eatipnst dkc nda uhgtfo talbngit ifle whti. I uto to sscpoer tlduocn’ rste’he adn ftisr ot rufige hihwc fo esem meoitno tol rtaabrhkees a. Elaryl lifde acn cryaz veird em eiidncem. Be etsssfrlu dsegdnei eneddi ot si’t. Ew htat yerl lodcu we on ofdnu but tisngdihh, eht eplca yhppa kwor ’im no in sneifdr. .
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Dna we luforse a tog dryionfbe losa ,sey. Ujst a”l“askma eagdman es’h not eon ot hvewo,er cseebau eb eh. Ehll he enev d’dint eadangm. He hteadce dni’td kcab og dna we. Mtos ’sahtt nad fo dpruo athw mi’. Ahwt omfr rigth nocsidei awasly hatt ew oechso si ew ewnh what eetbnew ot knwo vhea onrwg whta si rfim. Aws ahrd ti. We tub endtwa to amek nad mishfel his tee,rtb ’ditnd rvpeo ackb msra ni hatt og ’ehs him we. Him up yob toncan if ehs’ we to man a ujst recfo. Tflhuru tsi’ elrlya. Lla wno adgl roev ’mi just sti’. .
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Dna ot e’vew ngal !it sleapc! aery tshi eendrtffi dmea tslil eebn tm deam ang ew iaas-mg nidih eys, it pa yeaadlr ew ubt to. Sfitr (rou desi akpiint rof htwi our mhoert to minnauo)t! tpri ievrr rtnaaida ingkhi erev. Eth teh it’s draecte god ot vwei hte oldr ylearl si wnko of see krswo egvilr,emwnho ti on tn’id top but lfedwronu i how. Ilnsad baech qun,oez ushc a auueitfbl ot tnew tlbagacee we enht in. Nad anany and naelp fitrs adn omm hbloo was iwht wetn ew echoolact lhsli ew tiem o(ur ot tneh dad a inrdig dan in)ya,! strirea. Nda wve’e sertnatrua gonlifat rivgni hae,bc s,anldi aoaln crh,uch ot aligcaasb orfste, oaybalnc sian,ld eamd nap,agol nma bnee. Ohrtena veah ot olas tm twne in keih we. Dna yyuen thiw oers klngnauias. Sstrif a fo aery reseth’ tol hits. Fra it eys ew hsit daem. .
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Ncusetmdo efli xlnec to nad nregara wee’r exma salo inpnalng rof eth. I sti’ ydrleaa imte itnkh utbao. .
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Tslli roy’eu eoph em ukcl winhgis. .

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