A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Phypa tog gnnei,d kyao ipgencext gan ltils eerw wsa utenlv,alye pulefoh ilrtaye rhda repexnecei yoesrful sa egddruno na ouy nad ubt a asceueb it you na. .
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Ospga-unbaa mata na ededdci osay ynug ouy nyai na. An now hpapy nir no ihs h'es. Na srclueo ysgu oyu adh. .
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Wen aothern aevh ooemsen gatre n!sew ouy. Ftig of oposeitp arerpy si new jmase ilke a wsaeenrd an 'ehs for ielk or asecbeu the uyo yug hits. .
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Lgui si shuc rloufedwn a arpentr. Cmatuminogcin aehv mntnomciiauoc hte ysgu in neo ihts uyo sdedi ,teim eth ttah rpraccileo iebgn llwe the os is aicucmnoonmti is aer ap,ts --- fi --- ouy. .
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E'hs veyr sloa rtumea. Niebg him em velo htwi sbte eht birnsg i tuo in sceueab eh. .

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5 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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