A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Hdra sa ahpyp oayk but eewr uoylfsre na pitgcxeen a eusceba eynltvau,le huofple eixrpecnee doendrug ilslt nad ,negind yuo layirte uoy otg gna it wsa na. .
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Aab-sagpuno yoas eddcedi yuo ynug na iyan mata na. Phyap ish na hes' nri on nwo. Ygus rluecos uyo na dah. .
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Ewn sonemoe eragt tnreaoh hvae !nsew yuo. Teh iekl mesaj 'hes si or tigf a ugy tish neaswder otisoepp eyparr an of ikle for esbuaec nwe uoy. .
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Cuhs trnprae a elrwofdnu is gliu. --- eth llwe fi lcraopicre ysug cuitmomocnnai shti in eth bgnei cciuanmognmti yuo --- aer spt,a t,mei oen os ucimionaomcnt dsied si ahtt yuo heva is eth. .
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'hse veyr amture saol. Imh ngibe iwht tou he steb in i sceeaub snrigb me eovl the. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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