A letter from Jun 08, 2022

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear myself. hi ayya! what have you been doing so far? semoga berguna untuk diri sendiri dan sekitar. how abt your love? have you met someone who loves you? waktu nulis ini ik you really want people who treat you very well. I hope you found him. don't be sad, don't insecure abt yourself. cuz you pretty, meybe xixixi. don't worryy. you're smart! i really love youu. I pray all your wishes come true. I hope what you want is coming soon! don't hate yourself, okay? i love you!♡ Rab, 8 Jun 23.10pm -ayyashafira

Epilogue

over 1 year later

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Hi, my past.
I’ve done so many things, I spent my high school years filled with so many memories, from happiness to sadness, lots of laughter, friends who were...

A and os ealdyr who dolve lyaifm ,nuf em. Ahd weotr ng,aai segsam,e ouy bcka et,hn enwh oemosne? ysad whti but yaay phin?oatirsesl deedn ahtw hngtsi dan emca ahtt htat oyu uory aotub sonerp illfde. Streesme of sxame ccianepdoma yuo htgrohu rouy anlfi eh svinuiytre uyro sifrt efreob. Og ihwt ti i dne ldwuo hewre ,otn coudl htwi ehewrht luocd hscoeo het i imh? otn sehoco idd to ro to ,so yhw abck him yad if cnuoetni i ot. ’im eth to l,teret etrow taefr you if ouy a maybe nomht netw imh abck emsa,tkin ton. Taht etrnur uolcd go i nto kacb doluw if schooe to yd,a i dan ot ot mhi. Veienstd saw thta aiksng os i em if kgtina omionset c,kba ,me ruylt apni m,hi he ea,srt anmy myfesl ni hcum him os loedv eh efrta nad wsaaly fi etehr ylrale so twenda hshtgout amny. And emad eerth i atth tlelit, aepepritcad neo yarlel entve nacgeh thta but a asw mhi. Ddi h,att i eh grgeriedt was so i feotn ubt yaya ot yaphp, yb e,orbef dnebih waht tog ouy. To dttsaer wsa ristregg he hte fro yetveluln,a hnte abkc da,ef paecicntg ohw adn mhi i egabn. Eh rbette aechgn idndt’ gte 1,0%0 ddi he anht ubt rbeefo. Wiht myaoner sriahptinole ewre den that of uoy ot not ehwn tm;ei nwer’te tub ot eth eydra yuo pduro hmi afdari eb at oyu ’mi. Ot tath rnet’ew kaet pste ifarad oyu. Nvai ntoo lseat ,you it rofebe meak cbeaseu nfdesote, nad icnieosd, to ebrav oyu ttah at he felt eldh ewre guneoh hahtoulg unekil ni tsmmeosei yuo.
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Ferta erus i thta hcocie engind me oen tah,t me to t,ehn resu eamd wsa eht ufdno ,nhogeu thigr dgo irght ton teh a,thp ngol adn ,yda rdpaey gienmhsot rehgenvtyi ot ohws hatt i. Am uftlgera god endifcenoc het ceoinsid in em gttrsneh dna i hatt my evag so. Taref m,ih on by hgrit thewehr of leylar tlelit ubt ym to toudb ptes anrudo rteeh i aws was cetrefl a me aws a ydas eplpeo nliaevg rnthesteendg teh wfe. My econisdi swa grown ont i,dneed and. Eorgln im’ itwh onw no mhi. Eth tpek ftle i ayers rtsat y,rea lsyucfeuscsl ahd fro downus this fo hendib eth i at. Rhgvteieyn ntudre as tou hoped i. I,t dna i wno ,esy gsreret eh. Lnerog i hitgnany ihm fo ;eamroyn ot mhi on i’m cera botau edlater adafir ton. Ddi fro naym m,e uor me, by cagntieh yaers, us me setrsoi gimebrnmree e,itm hmi to ym he mnya imh huatel,gr het em skj,oe tgrsugsle ddi i sih t’ddni akhtn ackb ew i ionowgllf em: iettll antw radhe,s dna luibd his of so kwn,o ouatb gigvin elef up e,adl hwit os ot hsit reeynvhitg ghtnsi oru chmu ovre ,em eplpeo stju tinghs gkmian eht ,dise hepltriosani h,ent vney our he for heort em ntsgih atsyl,l dna rfo gtikan gnakim aecr itgptnu aesf. For adn rc,ueos sa deylep me yuo idd sa ntahk as fo oyu and vloing far. Ay,hpilp maek vile a,redsm uory oyu elvo tsohe lal nda saceh nad aensrpt udpor ruoy.
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Eiv’ srue le?lw i ofr dnofu ’im btu i haev, owh sa ktinh enomsoe ont em tsraet twhhree. Utabo utb hits lewl ueutrf by od eht i opr,ens i’m uenusr efel tdteear. Twha is hits atwn i i pheo. Eugid as thrae nda noos pislbsoe a,speel my shi sa. E’rew be, ti let anemt if gdo ot peh,pan. Pleh tn,o it olsever fi su yorlrepp leesap. .
Rt,snceyiui of elef ywrro it d’otn reyarl kaeinspg god onw, anhtk i. Uuiaebtlf creu,os ’mi of. Sdtseui to adn ym relna of kaes oteincun ofr i eoph ocmbee i ertsrma oomhts het. Ocem htta i sihesw dan ,etru yrpigan gdrntea peek my salo rea srmdae my. Nebe ’im done gengtit it hwti rupod rghotuh i afr athw rfo a,yes ,t-aesfhle dna yeallr ecuabse oepn and olev yemfls eben hrhoutg fo mfsely snt’ha na v’ie teahr frmo n,wo. ’ist lla as ,etim bcieialnfe eth of nebe be ihst i htugho kahtn oeirvsn oyu, as ot eb fro ,mylsef hoerst smylfe tbse hguot novgmi i oth,ers nad ont txadorearriy!n srialt enev but unirendg amy be owkn waofdr,r llwi my. Eervy topiratnm torgfe ienvovl pest i tudeis to vreen aallh ighnt ni k,aet tmso my eht dan si. Oury efil, ayya onejy read ym u,yo irs,haaf nahkt.
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2052 80 (20 tamre. 00 a. )m.
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Yaay fsrahai.

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