A letter from Jun 08, 2022

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear myself. hi ayya! what have you been doing so far? semoga berguna untuk diri sendiri dan sekitar. how abt your love? have you met someone who loves you? waktu nulis ini ik you really want people who treat you very well. I hope you found him. don't be sad, don't insecure abt yourself. cuz you pretty, meybe xixixi. don't worryy. you're smart! i really love youu. I pray all your wishes come true. I hope what you want is coming soon! don't hate yourself, okay? i love you!♡ Rab, 8 Jun 23.10pm -ayyashafira

Epilogue

over 1 year later

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Hi, my past.
I’ve done so many things, I spent my high school years filled with so many memories, from happiness to sadness, lots of laughter, friends who were...

U,nf a dan me mafyli evdlo woh so aelydr. Tboau dan adh pnreso ydsa gitnsh ttah you th,en ihtw twero thaw tub emac yaay ieiaptssol?hnr deend msega,es gnaia, uoy deillf abck uroy enhw taht nmees?oo. Fo rhhugto ceipaoamcdn eh oyru naifl istrf masex befoer uoy esmetesr oury ntruiyseiv. I did kacb it hitw wyh coudl i dne mih ady wiht doclu to csoohe os, osoech ,ton i og to wluod ?him erewhth eht nto uneitnoc ot or eehrw fi. Tksi,nmae you ’im rltte,e uyo het ot netw teafr bymae ont nhmto akcb if ihm erwot a. Tno ntrreu and i og to lduoc eocsoh ot ckab ot imh thta owdlu i if ,yad. If myna niktga wdetna efrta lyrtu sginak eh mh,i mhi saet,r so em syaawl doelv ,cabk saw uotghsth nisdteve so felysm ,em i that os ynma mtoeosni ehter if and ipan hmuc alylre ni he. A eamd ptparceiead saw i and one taht leittl, eylrla hrete nvete him ceganh btu atth. Was got idd h,yppa yaay os atwh th,at by retegigdr to i enbhid he i tub ,roeefb eofnt you. Efa,d eht then he rfo bneag eul,vaeylnt tegsirrg to ecctipgan rsdeatt cbak mhi aws i how nad. Ttbeer d’tnid ubt he nhat 010,% eh etg cegnah idd febroe. Hmi den naoemry atht uoy rwee of ot uoy radye eb ton ti;me dfraia im’ you ehwn proud eht tub ’werent with hitiraspnoel ot ta. Enet’wr espt htat ot eatk adiarf ouy. You reew oautghlh sn,oeicid he adn to raebv oebref atth onot esubaec tleas yu,o aemk vian ni elhd lnikue tfle seetsommi it eeton,fds uyo ta ohuneg.
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Htat ignend apht, asw wsoh onudf and suer evghitrney dog me net,h paryed grtih i to dya, i eth em ihrgt afert aemd eth ihmnotsge nlog ersu tno hoegu,n atth ah,tt noe cochie to. Htat csiinedo i efindconce lrgeutfa odg dna os evga rtgnhset am me in hte ym. Me liltte oleepp hhwteer estp i swa lareyl a serghdtenent dnuaor fwe hte fo aegvnil my rfleect tdoub to swa a afret ehetr no ihgtr wsa ih,m ayds yb tbu. Nad tno ngrow cisednio e,iddne was ym. Wno mhi hitw relgon mi’ no. Shit dwsuon i of hda reyas het ta hbiden escssculluyf yr,ea teh tfle trtas rfo i ptek. Sa otu i ertdun gihneyterv ehdpo. I he srtreeg ,sye ti, adn own. Of i’m athyngni ;rnameoy ot otn imh rafadi caer btuoa i him glrone no tleerda. Imrnemrbgee naym so agt,eluhr anmy roteh me: eht e,m jtus shit idd igtkna ,aeld eth nivgig os hnyevitegr eo,jsk m,e uro tanw i lsoinahetrip shi of eefl ganikm lggseutrs eorv and nmigak rou humc tbaou uro ,em hmi epepol we eltitl hmi safe su em gshnit nda ym hnitgs itm,e ised, orf i syar,e khnat ofr ts,yall yb em to htniecga eh olfiolgwn nevy ish udibl nihgst k,won rcae idd to tn,eh redha,s rfo he up me ddi’nt abck twhi tinputg rsitsoe. Rfa as dna fo em sa ,ecosru oyu yeelpd gvnoli did as aknth ouy and ofr. Dan uryo lla tsrnpea droup estoh vleo yruo uoy elvi dna chase kmae s,dmear aypi,hpl.
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Not for ,vhea i em seur iv’e oufnd im’ lw?le rasett htwrhee tkinh omonese tbu sa ohw i. Botau ’im terufu esruun lelw od het tdraeet utb ihts r,eospn elef i yb. Phoe sthi si i wnta twah i. Ym as dugie haret sa and ish eosisblp se,elap osno. Tel fi ot e,b rewe’ it npa,peh mneat gdo. Aslepe if elpoprry hepl not, us ti leesovr. .
Efle apsgeikn ’otnd worry srynteiciu, i ow,n arryel ti ogd hktna fo. Afuilutbe of ’im e,rsuco. Nad i tsdiesu i fo ernla itouncen maserrt eohp rfo asek eth my ot oshomt cbmoee. Ym hiwsse eradsm nad my cmoe tgedran i soal eekp rae ngraipy hatt et,ru. Tetigng an ti e,ays rlyale of for hurgoht i mlfeys whta ovle hogutrh dna w,no ateh,lfe-s enbe nope edno t’nhas mrof im’ and taehr ’vie rfa enbe aeusecb elysmf ruodp iwth. Tohesr owkn nebleiaicf t,mie utb st’i sa ofr enve eflmsy be ,lsfmye tihs to ste,roh i lla nomigv be not tsbe ryinxaode!rtra i fo eneb lwil sa ktnah gouthh be fw,doarr oyu, lritsa eht rsnvoei dan gdnineru yam my uothg. ,atke reenv i laalh ni adn si stidue tesp ttnopimra the nithg to ym vyeer eftgro mots eonilvv. Ym njyoe oruy rdae kntah yuo, yaay a,fahisr ,eilf.
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Rmeta 08 2250 0(2. 00 a. )m.
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Siafrha aayy.

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