A letter from May 11th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? You’re on placement now aren’t you? How is is going? I hope you made the correct choice and are loving it. The people at your interview seem really nice and I hope they are. Is the house your living in nice? Is it shared or not? I hope the people are nicer than previous years Id shared. University is really stressful at the moment. You are not in a great place but you are getting better. You have come a long way in a year. I hope that you have continued to develop over the year. Did you pass all your modules? At the moment that is your aim. You have lost a lot of your confidence. Has your confidence come back? You have started running and the max amount of time you can run is 3 minutes at the moment. Have you got any better? Did you ever join the rugby team near your placement? Are you enjoying it if you did? How is it going? Have you passed your driving test? That is one of your aims for summer and start of placement. You were thinking of getting a job over summer did you in the end? What did you do? Have you come out to your parents and how did it go? It’s been a while since you’ve told friends. I think it should go well to be honest. They seem okay about it. Hopefully nothing kicks off. But I still love you if it does. How are your friends. Have you kept in contact with them over placement year? You are really close with Nicole at the moment. Are you still friends? How about Alex. Have you spoken to him? You never really became proper friends with him to be honest. Lots of love s.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Hi Past me,

Update time.
I wish I could say I am doing well but that's unfortunately the case but I'm hiding it from everyone because that is how we...

Ecop. Asyd adn it dysa i on hteer htea ear ovel nad leeaptnmc some meso ma i it i. I ljyu in leaev. A laeev eit 'ctan ot i watn to thero enenkl hte c'vsa me os. Do hiktn dsya i i eht sbade hda oreth oftuhg ydas to hiws otgmhensi ceohci omes i i bal ghrti emda. Hte ceni are lylera poelpe. So oreptsupiv wlel as. Uhoes het si ayko. Ivlaebl btu xeniepsev. Tasth aoyk seuhtmosea ym see i yalhdr tbu. Tno hhtgout my now adrh si no as i iilngv as. Gte utjs to i smeo sdeu onw tllyacau i to wehn eyvr ntwa nemseoo but aktl mohe ti to sady.
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A i hcihw lla spsa lusedom my gbi idd is feleir. Kacb i ym evnat'h tog nedecocinf sltli. Wkor htat doluhs si mbyae on i mtgsiehno. Aeyr eikl rfa vei o'ntd eocm i yver elef tshi. Otg astdey eht eowrs v'ie smea if ont. Efel it tops i isplgipn and i 'tacn semylf. Hwy vei qitu tnaw i syta soal erasy tbieov tbu 4 onw srue onde not in os to mi veen if. Ntod owkn evyr to and si adhr od it htwa i.
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Run cuitnendot i vaeh ot. Vseig ti on rceu em btu aenmtl ntgomheis tns'ah eatlhh to ym it fuosc. Me ichwh nwo 53 is acn sekat bouta orf tmsnuei unr a lwhoe i ihhwc ginazam k5. Eth tnleeyrc ofr geart nad i k5 erpytt rhaeercs ecracn was that dmudy idd. I hsa tetill i rinunng eenk a os eamd ym littel aingkt a haev elef ibt rmfo rof ytpem a bti uhrt ihwhc be llwi tguohh me erst. Won of ocbmee ahs my rtap oruiten nruignn. Leba i to lngo hatt vhae i sta'nw ym hsour ddtin ntmea. Was to leyalr ihsw i blae i. Up apyl ot etycreln my lisenom/jcts?su just ipglany sloa meor is tub ebla a pnai i bnee veha hwchi thimg aultlayc be so otn. Do teirw to orf leif taitced i a ym to eedn my eofber ltis sgle. Henavt essadp ym i tset nivrgdi. Gaaemn ot gnhvai but ookb a i tanc i etts at eavh nebe lla slosnes. Gtanstiufr sit alyerl. Ot aelb i etst be to iwll rbpalybo albe my nda a nto adn rc,a eb asps ivedr ianga to ubt atnw jstu doafrf i tenh. A boj i gertrte i dan egt ti idntd. Eilltt revo orngel saeplc a knoogil rkwo bti ot it surmme is as i htsi at am. .
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Orst otn yalrle ubt fo. It aoky swa. Ist srstesed aws utb yoka os i. Oto you i velo isltl. .
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Ot tvnhae kospne ayllre ym i frdseni. Atglkni to am a i inqnu leyurlgra meor thgohu lto. Pu ocuple gao a tnew tem i of eeksw nad emth hitw. In uysb esen si ymeil her and laleyr so glon vaneth i. Hre oselynth rhe rmoe i coldu shwi otapirntm redege si i eb ot. I slitl in sybu just epealcmtn i sowdrl icolne wno ehav bene thwi allrey sdrnief no we ma hntki oru. Ngtkial mih eavh i ot on ninoetint exal okspen ot dan on enatvh i.
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S ovle fueutr.

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