A letter from May 12th, 2022

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Hi Nina, I don't know what to say right now. It happened so much stuff this year, I think I forgot how to write those letters. Let's rewind, shall we ? Maybe a month after the last letter, you were about to commit suicide. We call that fucking ambulance, and we demanded that ambulance, and we got ourselves out of this fucking depressing apartment. And from that point, it got better. We had a breakthrough with our therapist, we talked to dad, and we got better. You found another -at the time- cute apartment, and had a party to celebrate it. I hope you remember how disastrous it was, lol. You joined the BDE. You thought, at the time (again), that it was a good idea. Remember how that was a disaster too ? OMG. Remember all the stories with Doriane, god, what a bitch. You joined a club to have a live pen pal, and it was weird asf. You spent Christmas in Bretagne, it was awesome even though it was with people you're not comfortable with. Do I need to remember you new year's eve? It was one of the most amazing parties we went to ! You went to the beach after your exams, with your book about Jeff Buckley. You went to see Le Malade Imaginaire in theatre, it was one of the most amazing pieces you saw in a long time. And then you saw Le Mariage Forcé with mom. You watched the Oscars live. You went to a spa ! You changed your job ! You cried, a lot. And you laughed, a lot. So now to the questions ! How's the sabbatical ? How's Starbucks ? How's the diagnosis ? How was Patrick Watson ? What happened between now and your time ? I can't wait to find out ! You know our main goal is to have a diagnosis, so I hope that we have it now. I hope that by the time you read this, we will know what is it that we have. I promise, it's the last time I put pressure on you ! We love you no matter what. Remember that. Kindly, You from the past.

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

Nina. I wish I could warn you of what's coming. On the 17th of April 2023, you will feel the worst pain you ever felt in...

Uoyr eifl. Is dfoyl eoanyrm ton. Iefrnd letitl tebs ruo here is tno oyramen tomame,ro ruo. Mecoeb ouabt rof sms,e a a ewf to yueor' wseek. Mhi stla yuo his tbu hwti taehbr nilut erew. Kowsn eht edis eyastd ruoy edn was eh at he oe,ldv eh rof. Ta and his sdeyta uoy. .
,gtohtshu we is idlausci tdshrae to roedepisns teh dna hda vewe' dan utb cvemeoro ti ngiht tish kiel esfel oevorcme. St'i nngao t'can flee do ti liek uyo. Ihm nvigli gedinn ti on uabcsee oautb outwhti semka ithnk nnoga 'ruoey aeoynrm snese. .
You sngilsa of tub nango rou edsn him is itllet pottao. Nbedoy mfro. Ithng ofr tlsa od llh'e us dna neo. Neatwd dda pelh we to nivyerhget tlle eevr us naong seh'. Dan that mih orf ou'yll nahkt. .
Naiga be mhi whti we tiaw to own nta'c. Ere'w btu noang ivle ritf,s. .
To isllt iemt teka a vigen,gir ew'er agnno 'ist ettber ttelil egt. I of btu ehs' ree'w onkw nad iodgn us it udpor. Ayws, she' tlisl in su ereh wtih some adn,. Cna hmi feel we. Shi nda 'seh ermo naht dyob. .
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Rfo erulbe,nval c'nat tanw ryc ni ruo eslg but teh cbueesa be ntads teh vseiom ayllau,tc yanorme lte a eba,rv ofrlo llaf us to nda i sebaeuc yuolresf yas pian leki ms,crea eht tl,o fo on be. And fo in niensksd abueyt nad khnti all sih mhi. .

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