A letter from May 1st, 2022

dear my future sweetest self, hi. how are you? i hope this letter will get to you. i hope you're doing well than you are now, i hope you're ready to fight all the ******** things that will come to you; i hope you can fight him now. i hope you're still alive, fighting and living your life at the fullest. are you okay now? are you hurt? how are things for you? was it still hard to carry? i have lot of things to tell you, i have high hopes to you. like, i hope you'll be a good writer after 1 year, i hope you have now a lot of friends who's treating you like how you deserve to be treated. i don't really know what to say. i just wish that you're a brave woman now, that you're not a jerk who will from her problems. i hope you're a good person now. you'll turn 18 soon, have you picked your 18 roses? 18 books? ah, yes! books! hahahaha, don't forget that! i wish you all the best. please, do well on your studies and do not hang out with people that will cause a bad influence to you. don't make your mom and dad cry again, be a responsible daughter and especially responsible eldest to your siblings. i hope you're getting higher grades now, you're smart right? DON'T DROPPP OUTT! you can do it!!! and, lastly... do not let men use you again for their ****** desires. i love you so much, i love you so much self.