A letter from Apr 28th, 2022

Dear Myself, did you survive? I don't know if I should ask that, I would make you remember when you wanted to die (I hope you don't want to anymore). How's highschool? Wait, better, did you pass the exams? I will make this clear, I do not think I did. But, forgetting about this, I'm going to remember you everything I'm doing this weeks, you know, nostalgia lol. I know, you will think that now I'm kinda cringe, but I'm you, so you're cringe too :) Do you have friends? I actually lost two (L and E), but the girl you've always been bfff with is still here. And I think that she's the reason why I'm still trying. You're online friend does not answer your messages anymore, woohoo... As a bit of a reminder, your relationship with mom is kinda good, with dad is neutral, with your grandma, the one who lives next to you, is so fake. Right now I wish that I could cry every night to express my feelings but I can't, tears aren't coming down from my eyes. It's cool, isn't it? I swear that if you deleted this account, I will choke you with my bare hands. Love you, bye <3