A letter from Apr 23rd, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, where can I start? In these night i'm crying, crying for don't knowing my life meaning. What should I do? Why my life seem meaningless? Why I can't find happiness? What I want to do in the future? What's my favourite hobby? So many questions and no answer. I envy other people life. What I can see is just they go out with friends, chill out, have party... their life is so perfect. Why can't I have a life like theirs? Maybe because i'm me? I'm so sad. Knowing that crying is useless, knowing that i'm powerless. I'm so tired of all the mess my classmate do with me. Why would they make fun of someone? Do they think they're funny? All I can see is a bunch of clown, an entire circus. Hypocrite and selfish people who search to use you. Because these I recently think to leave school. I'm tired with everyone, with everything and with my life. How wonderful if I can live in a videogame's world? Everything seem like so peaceful... Last Day I taked a nap, before I fall asleep I Thought "why is so hard Living?" I need a hug, I really need one. What can I do when I have no friends? What would you do if you were in my shoes? Maybe I should take a break from all of this mess and clear my mind for a bit. Fortunately I don't have anyto suicide thought... An 17 years boy who want a happy life🙂😔

Epilogue

about 6 hours later

Well well, here we are. I have to say that I improved my lifestyle a lot. Now I'm happy,...

Nwo i a in of tlsil aiytl oloc,hs r3d ewf no lcoosh xamse lpmoerb ew aasmesclt eht of 5 and own scnie of geard did'tn hvae 'im t'sin era psas my aesyr hlcoos ayrneom hihg 4ht y,(pe. Arnwyiaanyesgn,w i in esinro were fi my i a a)😭u😭s uo:enitsq eb uocdl.
Mo;er smee orfuleys tbu rfo it gnelsmien,sa to feli aym mya yrt elov het aegnnmlifu, rhesot emes ue'yor.
Nsippaesh si lyuaactl nudof seya qtieu. Are anc aepxelm hrhie/m for erfind can if vhae )m😂e lkie i a sih fi ro ,sibnlig aylp lpya keil ouy wtih rstta ysh yuo uoy a rnlgeain elik owh i oyu tnhaoug !od scumi to ,do tgruai (lyaslpeci dna. Eyareg nlogbwi a!yd rof hwit agminza was ehr na erh er,dnfsi ayd nwte aypl ot i elaxepm and it.
😁 i nyalfli fonud aelr fnir!ed and eth.
Aahahhh nvdriig ar!wae so to eneicsl 'im naer hte be gte.
Eeeeeybee.
Ttah lod 8t1een if!le atth oy heva a trnu byo 17 na hapyp.
.
Doog give t'don y!ou🍀👊 cukl dna u,p erev.

This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please

Write new comment

Load more comments