A letter from Apr 6th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi. how are you? really? hows highschool so far? i bet its fking stressful. did you finally get over him? how did it end? are they still together.? did you make new friends? how are you dealing without your best friend? they leave next month. why does it feel like it will never get better ill never be at peace the boy im in love with loves someone else, best friend leaving, school is overwhelming, im still fat, etc. its not fair that she gets him she doesnt deserve him hes too good for her. his dimples, his awkward/charming smile, his full eye contact, his words i need that i dont understand why the universe hates me right now. im trying so hard to stay but the more the universe puts on my plate, the more i shatter. its not fair. no one will ever love me the way i love people. he'll never love me the way i love him

Epilogue

14 days later

Im okay. Sophmore year started and I joined dance!!! Im really excited. I have a big support group now. I do feel like shit sometimes but honestly, my mental health...

Tesat is ywa treebt.
Ywa roev him ew rae. Wlil lvoe lswaay prsta amne, be mih em of taht ehret i. Ve,lo uro ams sirtf she. Lkie dotn utoab lefe i but nad dde,taceh eve'w it naeromy siht. Dpspeto tigankl rftea yasre wne ew. I natw lfmsye utb ays to aawsyl i opst smneoigh,t. Muersm eendd ti ,no they a toin nmoth nda. Salt nwsat ti e,ihlw a etexdt ew gaonn rfo ubt. Ist yako. We lssuovree vloe wno.
Oyu !r!i!gl! dna they you vleo aymn so yeht puosptr eifrsdn. :) i,esmostem fgiths ubt yuo thsat gte ierdfshinp ni. Is nowk so htan ogpur i owkn, v,aas chum i ohgut aer ysa, tbu tbrete satht ot hkint thye nrfide i hist.
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Pksar ot tllis areydevy ebne yaer, a ist nda altk we. Dan avhe ngiocm ni ivsti rea a !ee!tmeps!br eyht rneldirgif ot.
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Be sti oayk gngoi ot. Laog the lytcaual i eltl is ihts fo ldcou nad uoy agaminz ned ouy lkta i ot hswi. Worg a os slobmso utsj as humc pr,sone yuo dan. Lhtnsuod rea alkt dna psnroe uroy uyo uaobt ikel obyd tath yuo zmagain na. Olev wno we oru odyb. Velo us we own.
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Bale he eadt eh be oheevrw eb ot tsehn,o to santw husdol. Ryou i dsdnernuta vyne. Veela utb meth be. Yoka tsi be iogng to. Ilwl ianp nde eht. Eeppol roeth adn hmi to eb ownk utb eherts i yuo vole nggio yhw. Ayko its. .
You ahet seod eht rvneeius ont. A efli srugsgelt of prta era. Ilwl ti you gte ruothgh.
Utb het smoe ustj vloe bgi uoy peopel ,oertsh hant you uyo wya beyam do seanm oelv heva e,opepl moer a ahetr htat. A :) satht itgnh ogod.
Mhi vemo from on. Yako sti.

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