A letter from Mar 18th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, happy 18 bro, this is me from midnight of the 18th of march, i'm sure you'd remember. i feel sad man, i don't know why but i feel like anything i do isn't enough, i feel like i'm so far from anyone,i feel stressed and frustrated, i'm sorry for making you hear this at your 18th but i don't have anyone else that would be there for me :), i hope you're here from me. umm... i hope that, when you read this letter, you'd already moved from this feeling, and i hope you are still pursuing your dreams. how's life btw? anything special going on? have you made any friends yet? have you become fitter? have you overcome your fears? how far have you learned japanese btw? have you reached any new heights? did you ended up picking spanish up btw? or what other language did you pick up? and how's it doing? oh yeah, by now you should already get an ielts exam right? how'd it go? i'm sure you'd be alright though, you've always been known to be excellent at english, right? 'member when the classmates always borrowed your english hw? lmao hahahahaha how r u feeling atm? do still anxious and insecure?, if u are, i'm here to say that you are enough. you don't have to force yourself into someone you're not. it's a little bit hypocritical of me to say this while i'm crying at this late of night tho hahaha. no matter how you feel rn, i just want you to know that it'll be just fine, man, everything's gonna be alright. how's school? have you improved your grades? i hope you are at least trying to fix it. lmao, you need to get that scholarship man, we need to keep our goal in mind. you wanna make your parents proud, right? Let's do it, together. we can do it, slowly, but i'm sure we can make it, we can do it. you want to live your dream life as well right? come on, we have to make it, you've broken too much promises with the past you. you have to complete this one promise you made with your past self, you're going to be successful and happy alright. if you don't feel like yourself, you can read back this letter any time, i'll be waiting, anyway that's about it, i'll see next time bro, take care.