A letter from Feb 3rd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, It is the 3rd of February 2022 and the weather was so hot today. Right now we are in our last first term of high school and things are rough. This week in particular I am slacking and I'm not proud of my actions but its difficult....Today we were supposed to see someone but he bailed on us and it kinda hurt. I realized that I still have feelings for him lol. Right now we like three guys: "Reginald", Frosty and Mr. meanie(LK). And i know its not healthy and whatever but that's how it is I guess.... Oh and we're also off the App, FB,SC and our main IG. We've made a couple friends from church too and they're super nice. I am writing this to you cause I want to ask you what its like there in the future. As you know we've been insecure about certain things because of things that have happened in the past and it sucks so I was hoping that by the time you reading this, we gained the confidence and we're happier? So I'm basically going ask you some questions about certain things and I'll also list goals I hope we had accomplished. How was matric, was it as difficult as everyone claims and how do you feel you did in your exams? Have we completely healed regarding July? Is 'Regina' still our bestie and how often did you guys meet up? Do you still have those feelings for our first love and do you guys even talk?(we want the tea SIS) This is the most important question, how is your relationship with God? Have we grown at all and do we still fall victim to temptations as much as now? Who are some people we have met this year and who have we reconnected with? Are we more social at church now? Do we know more people? Highlights of the past 10 months? I don't know what more to ask with questions....are we single? The goals i'd like you to check off: -Get baptized. -Get your drivers license -Work hard with school -Start a YouTube channel -Create your TikTok page -Journal every day -Become that girl, your version of that girl -More outgoing -Happiness and positivity throughout -Tighter and stronger connection with God -Becoming pescatarian -Officially becoming soft girl and be more girly -Know how to trade -Know how to swim -Lastly and more importantly, being a better version of ourself in a whole....like mentally, physically and emotionally. And i hope that by then, we respect and love ourselves more than we did..... I guess you could also point out other important things that have happened but i just hope we more productive. Love Your past self