A letter from Feb 1st, 2022

Teh ctaf atth elfysm the lignely i’tdnd mmeerrbe trheo btu i iscfecpis i at onw nhta saw. Hawt i in erbgmneirem on das so i tleter i het isth a much heliw ma essm ,hdna oen a,sw rcpaaitpee osal. Sit’ i cmieianortz atth os of uiojnr eglaern ont’d adn ryea tptmaionr in etims rssets. Mi’ l,la sritf oryrs fo. To i i sroyr ttha nwko futla ym ’ist ;uyo ddi m’i. Oyu a dmrocpae tmlsi;i hdspeu nhi,nuam yruo astp mi’ oyu i evig ot oysrr ouy i tlfe rysro n’ddit im’ mi’ rrsyo seohr;t nda so ebrka taht you i i’m yorrs. Huo,hgt uaftl ont’d i scsalse erwe ’ist ouy i wfe a t’ndo for utabo uryo oyu tno ;leik bleam rnwgo cinshogo tsighn. Hntik in eht ned to a job flariy be hneost lotypecmle idd uyo i dogo. Ahypp ahnt ohret culdeesh my mi’ ihtw lfiray t,ahm. Atht eerw yuo deicpoturv you het si gnwro uobat coemtmn tngoihn diogn laos ear. Thiw elyaglr wlli mya it feel it atth wya ubt yuo a)ws dseucce het (nda tac. Ayp ouyr osrhu rhuos off usohr ilwl dan fo gdysiutn nad. Yidn)tgsu titouhw ats pu ddene oyu ht99 eosrc ya(w elinrecept a atc rcose 99th a nede)ar rleencteip tiwh drha rome enaerd cmuh lseyai ()34 94(-01 dan. ’athst wkno i uyo isafsgityn fro ton. Wluod that in ewre aoprbbyl nokw amek at,th fi sesdetrs i ;uto adn aredh wdulo uoy ti be i i ltlsi caft, i me cry. I ouy ndeautsdnr. I ipmseor. Asw byrdthai doducel ti ;dogo rssste uingstyd uyro ton nad swa hitw. Ni akrd gtudynsi spnte 3 eth elinon neth ocrseu hruo cta nda moro a swa no it usgte. I ettrle eerdsvi marmgra in esoytnh segau ni your of eth tecarepiap lal. I ndtose’ i tbu ,ahuws im’ got ti lhe,p igngo ehetr and onit wkno. Ti thta uyo kowr know nwek atht ot lal i ondest’ wokn uoy eltiad tgihr i ,hple udlow otu; btu uyo wetnad rewe. Uto worekd ti ash all. Rowth orbaypbl o,n i?t elef ont ti ddi. Eb tbu at eevr i you d’ltcnou mda. Pecteipraa os yuo hcmu i. Dsa am h;rad uoy yuo wkerdo too i orf. Dkeorw you su i htat olev fo nad tub hd,ra rfo uoy ddi os obth abuesec oyu. S’ti rfo em teyaulnntrfuo eurt sagyin vhae tt,ah ubt uoy mghti asdlepp. Nrvee in past ;angicr epopsdt uuotnrb ehav oyu no,ipt uclod ahev uoy to yuo nerve udloc eht pesoptd eahv gnvie udlco ulyfl olyresfu nghuisp erenv ryuo wno igkarbne. Eth tnsheo s’ti thutr. Si hceeversiroa’v you o,virecarehev na tish etrelt ear an alntem aoednrbwk dan. No do r3d ianag oudlw enwk ttah up ouy wkea dan gtnyeirevh yruebfar oyu. Oyu gigon rewe uoy to snuighp enwk ot you ggoni ;ngiog wree lfseyour eepk you peke eknw. Be ,ta eonemso dna lagd lyno ot i’m htat ouyr uoy etspnre mad slef neddee tw’nas ti. Elttuo ’im na eerw oyu em as elab ues glda ot. Uoy sya ont oldcu oyu i ,)am want htaw taht i em kwno to urpdo ’tthsa (i m’i tub ysa of. Mtihg it hatt eerth gegstssu ddi het ouy etsgugss ourpd atmvicneehe erad na saigyn fo oems that to work yuo hwtro mi’ eridct eth etka ofr that swa i wsa relsgug,t that ttah fo. Fo to tath het to yase, wodsr amen tihngany oknw eb si i dan mnesoeo cmiilgan owt’n upord too uyo. The ssreoc awth purod of ubt ’im ’taenr ghih good sdegra and. Is atwh you dopur ’im fo. Ton eemylr tub uoyr aeeenhitm,cvs yuo. But mya reamnide ,nuihmna left aevh uyo yuo uyo. Uoy ltetli attmer llsit ohw oyu eelsp o,n were uoy eewr no. Deam mdea ouy lmesi dan tnccio,ennso loppee. Aetdc ikle ayd nwet edb otg eyerv verye a,yd day, tuo ouy flyorseu ot eyrve fo looshc. Ts’ath ruodp tiemnoghs of be to. Tog dieelevr htta mi’ wsahu iton we. It ehgryntiev an flee eakm tbu it lal trowh ti, it elef betert eoucn sierysnlcea esd’otn eskam. Uoy it idd. I idd it. Ddi ti ew. Ok nda it’s. Nhat ouy rduatdnesn i geclloe how mero ’tswah si opmtirnta. I i oruy ntnsdaured i oryu nednarudst eth srtneadund naess;ds dahrte uoyr utfrue i tduasndner fo t;ncfclio yuor gaenr;. I lla ddsaruntne ti. I miserop. Yam no veer sele neo dsndnaurte lyutr you. Doby teh nwok birna uyo noe taht ni lermye eht do the stayng tujs eb seel otn thta nad ywa ,awy ywa uyo, ntee iwll uryo reve ni or on. Rantddesun utb uyo i. Uyo itpcpeeara do i. Tno i uh,sdol as i ownk mcuh as. Be ubt tlsil it ewre dan i ti bti keahtnd verye ad(n tshi nluowd’t ouy ayd if the a digon onkw hte i losa orf wnte htruh,og douwl taht ongueh oyu htis you be ddo). I’m htwa i ,go i mojar dna ni, onkw watn hvae ot do ot ubt i nywyaa dtn’o cloeleg illst ot i whta gnoig oknw. Y,sllta ttha ffo dne ll’i awy emas i igasyn hte ni care. Ouy ti ear wroth and ewre. Earc you, nda i i wonk. E’oyru dnoe. O’urye edno. Edno euyro’. .