A letter from Dec 29th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Tayden, I hope you're still not that nobody anymore. Today should be your first day of freshman year, so you'll walk through those doors and meet new people. Don't be shy and nervous, just be up front and open. Fix that resting bitch face of yours. Sleep and don't stay up all night on tiktok because your fyp is on crack or something (￣ρ￣)..zzZZ. Stay in touch with your old friends, because they were able to make you smile even though you seemed aloof and distant. >:} How long did it take for dad to realize you cut your hair? I hypothesis that it will be the next time I get a trim. Right now it feels good to be myself. ^^ Can you watch anime too, I mean without having to sneak around?O.o Stef is stupid and racist, and I stand by my word. I mean what does she have against Asians? Oh and don't get me started on her unwarranted hate on Billie. (凸ಠ益ಠ)凸 Yeah, reminds me do you still listen to Billie Eillish? What do you listen to currently? And is Stef's stupid ass still there? I hope you get to tell her off. Make sure to take care of your dad and sister and your one and only Biggie Smalls. I think things like getting a job would help, so make sure to keep a look out for any. This stupid place won't hire any 14 year olds, you've got to be 16! (I can't even capitalize numbers to express myself bro). You should be turning 15, so it's a step closer I guess. ┐(￣∀￣)┌ Oh man I have an early birthday so you'll be the first of your friends to be able to drive legally. It's going to be so awesome. I mean unless they just drive anyways. :( Wait would dad even let you drive XD, probably not! Make sure to stay focused on improving you scribbling abilities and maybe then it can be called art. Unless you already gave up. (--_--) I also wonder if you'll keep posting on tiktok and whatnot... I you lived to see this and read to the end thanks for doing that. Not saying I would off myself (probably) just that anyone could die at any point in time, so YOLO. Hey also one more thing, you still into that fanfic stuff. Like writing ( . .)φ__ and reading that stuff (＾་།＾). Haha... make sure to keep this email and don't lose the password and I hope you live well (is that selfish?) Make sure to find your own personality don't shift for people. Have a great year! Bai bai!!! From myself. :))

Epilogue

5 months later

Lmao forgot about this.

First of all, all of those emoticons are cringe, tone it down a bit. Anyways, nope, I'm still a boring gum wad that's too nervous to...

Ewn oppele pakse ot ltyecdri. Yre'het yaw lkieyl bceeasu lla i mdin fnie 'mi teha eopple mhet soymlt a in i'm uhcm ndot' iderw os do i i hiwt nnhiiktg ot,n og,htuh. Aura of ym ym to nrbocesiutt clka obblaryp grnya elpse. Ofr epsel boaoyfltrcm me t'si oto olcd yaaswl to.
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Hekrmwoo giodn ltsli hte ubt rr!obeth fo strta aevh rtp:roe ngaliif a dene adn ibilo(goy ikel cups snkak lsalc nad ,)amn dad you on eeharv,tw utsl uttass you to ulyactal istgnh.
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And on nsrta em emac my teh spnurono rdwakwa era uto ot omts mtsie ni sa henpo y"m juts i/hehm he nrolcslgi. Sutj saw " i ". . Asw o"ks?je ? ldag eh oclo usttrs it ,uthgoh em.
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Ni,asetef moawn she letf dan ouabt ahtt adecll. Eht oegs and ciiasltlb rof enoinst uoy and ng,hti no no a ,wolb big hitf,g lweho 2 olocsh ceerla doiwwn ym mlsas wonk efw am a she orev my she ta ksewe eleasv :ldea. Aecep. Ot rhe eth "ouy eids stdoo ehs erhw"o tilrhioaypcc ffo hewli tobyo eefr i osrths asw fo serat ehr ni fo. Saw tothghu thta sskeis aesgm eht e,m ot oto on in nthe an rfo vero 01 dan kienhtc moecs kssingi ti, is "spe"nhasip at oesg nwsagyi tmhe yeyoevdrb in eht nda eth and rof seh erdit i ifdn but hes tenu tiuatnsio ugh too feon,t and tsih, i ldo for of het aerdhun. I rtrtesa hni,tk rof saonlpimien so doog hes oegn m'i eflt hes ot orf neht or inosethgm asw reus. Ehr hsa hwti syta spop hes my nastrep to the rwe'e dn'ot "od wtna elltti sednydlu erh erh gsuy iwl?he a nqtsiueo uyo yats adn cemo ithw hmet fro dad ot dan su lla tnaw. 'hses dan ysa nda ywa otn hety dan mhet race erh itnghs hyw her aenstpr ibesboh ,in i " nay siad nad fsemly osldhu obatu ndoe vloe no nfdi usbeeca ogod em namy aotub fi asgenl eiskl so i i yahtnngi relday ni are oiysovubl ?i wtan d'ont ym oeds eserintetd she. ?)-°°( despreexs i henw shi htat jtsu hte see he i iads to ronadu fo dkni em mad iynt into dna meho tgo souhe totuhhg apeietrpca and no nweh moro lkie veer to bfdare aefc srue ti dtol it they ro nda tdgsiuesd ekoodl hes s:aid i ,ismkr ugla,h dnawet eth ntwe grinb em asw hgtoub uhmc saw elik imh g,aian the enwh tub i evner asw tusj i esrsd m'i dda nrgay eawlkd drses oyu ot nda otg eth a ,w"lle ahntigyn im"otehgns eh lduoc my wera em lcduo hse but ryev dhs'e ti i 'ndidt ubt. Ganai up htnniyga erev teh nsagetrts for gnirb tsiem ngyibu ro tno uxsece em otn tiwh ucsebea ugdrni tjsu me awtnde me ot pogpisnh i tknhi uyb atihngny dh'es hse an. Twhi nbuny she '=rmmioo ni iaang osert dead a ot my dfnou erve ehr eht eenvr oigng. I ,rtenudadns ,lkie t'shat deufck pu. Tub plhe ehewr frmo mcea ddnutsnera em teh retos. Eth rpsone sit' i to hgitn eelf yugtil i nto hops even eth if ,rdah teg pcaehtse fo nto indk uldco im'.
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I dda hwit rof oesmc had so wtf hte rac a she bgas ihtw day nda tnwe nlgo bkca oen tiem lvesae knid a os my in rat her nda of. . A aisna isda i thwi dkeool syhtrliea ehs. . . Liek ti a fo s'ti alfh oen pu npoy ubt mnii lasgiipt was dstaien. Eiv' ciytstlr eplope w"eek i cnngtiou ont and ti's rof is awer 'slelh utb gitasyn "yoln for onkw anasi, atstr inatv,e tnmosh aswyal ealve sene -ti reefbo and nweh agani acisphni roev ensd tehwi, a?nias? eyth iggihftn on she 'mi up ti, hwo a cseom dn'ot it lb,akc. Nsihgt same het easyr fo. Eaubsec jtsu 'its elki lkei oswh acgthniw a 'otnd ouy ivoem yerve ro 'ist arye iatdrnoit. Tssaihmcr. Ghis.
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Tagnstir too letys ym lilst im' keli to wi,nardg. To 'mi ti ognrgwi cna timad ptas ye,s fo ta i enrve otughh eb oerfeb drwos nad ,mteis trast as k2 rlevo facnfi i tweir as llsit cna ti a orbde asbrsegnamir. Srsluet wpis ni yman.
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Tbu atecprpeai t'si atth ttsah' dda sasy im' semonoe fro t'nod ie,drw evry humc acve ym 'ensdto veorapp snoo sbunrbot as ro as u,esr. How shwo it to lerlya dhnsa ihs owsnk.
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Raolvle, good retpty i'm.
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Ryou i,rdfne.
<3t.

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