A letter from Nov 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I sometimes want to ge self destructive. Like go off the rails and become some one who doesn’t care ! Drinks, drugs and everything in that category to just numb it out but I can’t let myself down just because everyone in my life does. That will literally make me like all of them! So my dearest Esther!! Look after yourself! You are stronger than you know, you have goals and a life so beautiful so great planned out for you ! All you gotta do is continue to show out and up for yourself ! You got this bæ! You really really got this trsut me ! The road to grateness is lonely and heart breaking but the end goal is worth it ! Love you ❤️