A letter from Nov 22nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, are you ok? I'm tired. My body feels sluggish. I just want to sleep in my cosy bed right now. And I am sleepy. I guess I had enough sleep but I didn't sleep on time. It's because lately, I have been so concerned with how others think about how I look in a recent post that I made on Reddit. but truth be told, the responses changed a little bit part of my life. I feel more pretty and desirable. I had never felt that. I had never felt so happy about myself although I do know that there are next steps. I must be fit. I must be toned. I must start the gym. My partner isn't interested in the gym. i don't blame him. i don't understand myself. why is it so hard for me to do and act on things that I like to do? why do I need a partner to do it? I don't. what am I a baby? I'm not a baby. I am pushing 30. I have been very hesitant since I was solo. I have big fear. Why and what. What stops me? can't I just start moving and don't look back?

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Hey, my past self. Don't worry! You actually have started...

Daily 0600 ta tspse and orme meho, usrooktw oyu giond hti slylauu. Nedot ot deeems thguho syltghli kloo uyor slitl iwhetg adn aisencder to lnae gk, ouy neev 40 rfmo 44 ehav kg. A (ta oh'sw tno h,eer lwih)e esdtboo iefecdonnc fmro rof oruy ctfa, least, oyu drveeeic ehnoart uyg mpelmnctoi atth adn in ofrm a. Teehlarih bikurle is adn ryou mgy ldbgnuii ot home kolnoig taicdedd wno emluscs dna lhltiygs ixcre!ese rmof se'h raptern. .
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Yuo hkint eb ot oolk used i ptrteire yuo athn nad. ):.
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Yam 81 0262.

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