A letter from Nov 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, it's november 8 today,at 5:00 am..well actually we just woke up,as usual u cooked the rice for them..cook the whole breakfast meal..but still wasn't enough so last night i found out that our father really don't trust us,we can't blame him he's right he shouldn't trust me..he keeps blaming for the mistakes i didn't commit,mistakes that i know myself i don't have the courage to commit..all my life all i did was to make him love me,make him see that i'm worth it of his love,to prove him that i am valuable somehow,to make him believe that i can also do it..but yeah,i guess there's no way he's wrong for treating me ******... anyways the reason why i wrote this is for you to know that you can do it! he might down you,might not believe you but i do..we can reach our dreams and proceed to be happy in life REMEMBER that you don't have to impress no one but yourself !! you got this gorgeous!! iloveyou.