A letter from Nov 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hopefully you'll Still be using that email address and checking up on it Past siham is struggling I'm not gonna lie torn up by an obsessive jealousy for her ex and by wanting to leave Algeria and move on Nothing seems okay yesterday i tried to end my life it didn't happen but it's a moment to remember I'm sure life is different there but if it's not i am deeply sorry I'm sorry cuz i couldn't love myself enough to focus on making a happy future I'm sure you're doing your best and when it's all darkness and u feel like closing up again just remember i love you