A letter from Nov 6th, 2021

Dear N, Today baba's words did hurt you. And today you realised that even if you want to study abroad, it might not be possible and you have to settle here in India and in Kolkata. And do you have the old lenovo laptop still with you? Remember you had given it in the centre for repair but they deleted everything in it. The videos of the first day, the videos of your hostel all were gone. You just realised it while searching as you got nothing. So you sat down to write about it on Future me. You were sad and you wanted to cry. But you couldn't show your parents your weakness so you just swallowed everything. I just hope when this letter reaches you, you are at your best and doing what you like. Even if you don't, remember you can start over anytime. Just don't do anything to just survive, you have to live through it. Things will be tough, but I'll always protect you. Be strong and don't cry. Just like the videos and photos that you lost, the precious words in them, the memories that you thought would stay forever within them, got vanished into thin air, our dreams, and our wants also vanishes with time. The universe might not help you even if you want something whole heartedly to happen, things and situations change just like the weather. You were too sad while writing this, but somehow, just like I said, I'll protect you always, all these words comforted you. So, N, grow up. Come back when you get what you want. Life sucks I know, being a 22 year old was not easy, you had so many things in your mind, that you feel like ******* yourself, but don't. Just hang onto it. It maybe worse for some people. Getting lost is okay, just comeback to the right address, okay?? A big hug and lots of kisses!!! from, N(22 year old) (06-11-2021, 19:40 pm)