A letter from Nov 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Poems do help sort things out for you. Do not stop from sharing your thoughts through through these. She At night, she stay late and live her life at night, she chose to not sleep and live her life she felt how long her night was she thought it was enough she made everything her own she kept going By the day, she wake up everything seems to change by the day, she is someone who she thinks she aren't Everything seems to not fit still she grew more and more fond the state she's in thinking that this just might be a worth hardship trying her best to not fall keeping her high ground, down to earth self At night she wish it that by day it'll turn into dreams living life at night, dreaming by day she takes time realizing At some point she felt so tiresome Her wide eyes open at night stayed up too long thinking "was this really i wanted" The ties she has with them, eventually severed at the end Thinking that this might drag them down with her She doesn't care about herself, but never did not care for someone else She pushed everyone upward, never wanting rain might washed them up She wanted to fight for her own she wants to be her own driver Trying to climb up the wall she built around her That even herself, can't break through She wishes things will end she wishes hurtings will end She hoped for the best She was me who felt drowning in the deep sea, trying to swim up to the shore After so many tries, this poem shows that you did it. After trying, you reached it. It may be painful but thinking that its for the sake of yourself and everyone around, You did very well. Never stop believing even if rocks and walls will fall over you. Stand tall with your own feet. Thank you for not giving up on reaching your dreams. You may not be able to read this, but hopefully you will.