A letter from Oct 31st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Lmao I feel like shit I just feel like I’ve been told to fuck of by someone who I thought I was super close with for 6 months It doesn’t even feel like I’ve lost a relationship, more like a friend I feel like I’ve lost the person I knew I feel like I’ve done something so horribly wrong yet I haven’t I’ve never been given a reason, I don’t know who what where or why I don’t know if I’m thinking wrong if she’s in the wrong It just seems to be getting worse How is it my fault The way I even think Of her has changed so much I’ve got so much feeling of anger and hatred towards her now I don’t know I don’t know if I’ll ever know I’ll get over it one day, but I still will just never know It feels like I’ve been tricked, lulled into this trap and then just shot Told that I just need some time, told we’ll be good friends, told that everything’s fine between us, then just ignored and told to fuck off I want so much to not care But I can only try so hard I want to give up

Epilogue

6 months later

Lmao
Funny how much time can change
How you act when you get your first heartbreak
Welp...

Aotl nscei sah acgednh.
Hknti to rfo essl a i idlhc elki mi noe fo.
Hwo but ma i? nokws.
Anem loscre so gtgtine im eb mtnhos 9 in nango mi i 81 ohep i.
Usgse esicn eon yaer a adrtset it het yralne i stfri. Huh ihntk to driew.
Tath gterfo i obr tbu ddi eracd smsoieemt ylalecr i so much i.
.
Ginaa eth adn ntgih is cysra pihngpena ist.
Lyflu riehte tye eht eflaid htat ustj tey neghmitso fo or fnelgei os ,dab ullf is ignwnat it seueddcc thasn nloy erefifnced.
I nac do atwh but mroe.
Iglktna nitgh yad nda yerev.
Sttha ehtn nhotgni trbtee.
Slat og ,by enve eht unri hety ,ffsut nad fi to feel stielnphraosi if eon wsa doog.
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Dindt tub up eugss geiv i i.
Mi papyh no'w evialtelry.
Ey ,oodg so htat is.
Ti etg cna eetbtr.
Ey.
Yyansaw.
Acy.

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