A letter from Oct 22nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, how are you? Are you still doubting yourself? Are you confident now? Are you still insecure and felt like you're not good enough? Today, It's the first time we had a class with this course and I'm so intimidated with them. I've never felt this emotions where I even asked my self if this program suits me. Am I in the right path? Did I mistook this, thinking I'm in the right path, when in reality, it's just a dream and delusion? It's not for me. They are good, almost everyone are good, and here I am, thinking I am good enough when I can't even recite or share my ideas and thoughts in class. I hate this "present" me. I hate this mindset so much. I hope that future you have healthier and more stable mindset and mental health. Let me ask you, I'm sending this to you, my 21-year-old self. You are probably in your senior years now. Are you confident now? Are you still with this program you're taking? Or did you shift? Are you still doubting yourself, and still have insecurities? Most importantly, are you happy now? I am a crybaby now, but are you still? Are you much stronger now? I hope I will get a good response. Also, I think you're struggling too since this is your senior years and I'm sure you are probably studying or having internship or what the **** ever. I know you can get through this ****. After that, let's cheers! (っ＾▿＾)۶🍸🌟🍺٩(˘◡˘ ) This is the first time I'm making letter public, I hope you respond to your past self through public too. Goodbye, I'm going to breakdown a little bit now lmfao. Your 18-year-old weak self, E