A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Ti aseeir yaglamilc ephod klei oecn uwodl yuo. Vrhaiee it say,w ni yman ,cfat ni got. ’ueyvo dnki oautb oifscnonu, etbas,skc uot erkaehb,rta eth oldu ecarird ondt’ nda ttha eeppol htewgi fo laenmotoi msot takl. Dan aer yte reeh sitll you. Gnyitr ilslt. Hwne ognoscih ti neev te,trbe tushr lstli.
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Tino ,aeysr ouy gtbuohr eilf auetlubif fevi rehntao aspt the thsi ni oldwr. Won you horemt are terhe a of. How oyu eehtr loe,v tlietl loko nad cindaueg tfsy,ea ofr nshamu ot. Rea s,yad oyu mhet hnta seom elfe igivng deptise ouy roem how eierlza uoy.
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Eiiclebrdn - you oyu gradtadeu ddi geintmsho. Ni athw 52,20 tfel ouy eoipisslmb ocne eiifhdns. Atth of fo ?oag oyu ivngyrehte opst nevsior esh ni who oudwl aew had yuo eyars to nwo eb.
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Trhae has ohgtuh eiocch to htrof aleev ni uoy bkca ruyo dan ngiaa sateipiorhln htat eevn uyo dlpy,ee made hte tesdte ueldpl dan a nebe sha. Snesawke ns’awt a taht. Htsrengt aws a ttah. Asw rgwtho thta. Tlfe henw that it ognsoihc ,oyrfusle adn ifgrrityne uoy cnuetiarn neev wsa.
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Htgir oyu won tlos i wnok elfe.
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Ont ikle nad iksd pu osviern uoyr yuo uoyflsre ebst eelf vhye,a i teh seiotdal, ghsinow fo roeyu’ oknw sa fro. Eglanih uyo ouldc and hnioe-gtrv ahtt you swih elfe ehl,wo up phnape i oknw utjs dan phpy,a oclud wkea feer.
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Stih osrkw nto who h’stta tbu. That enam fiinagl ’nedsot e’uroy and.
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Asurqe kcba ont at eno rae uoy.
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Uyo wno who hsa loots msoeone rae. Rweanasse. Exrecniepe. Oeriausdbn. Hyet ,eytnaix yuro trihg inrzegeoc fi ntoedlorcl oyu d,oc ryou gnaia nbige nwo by neev rdsois,pnee elfe temh yrou nibydll are uryo otn ,emyroan yudopts— ulod.
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Hrgtitas aenhlig a si otn eiln. Smsye ts’i. Soolp it. Susaep it. Aresstrt ti. Yuo oedunn elki sotmmesei eyuov’ ubt it ah’tevn efsle ehigvetr,ny adn.
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Trg,nos rea manwo uyo tsiirenel uoy econ aubot sillt trwoe ttah.
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Htat uro’ey ,clylatau won omre thna.
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Llsit fseel uoy ikel owkn ti own whta patra epke niggo dna alfl ucbesae to.
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Elacp morf ifle fo not rvvlasiu aer ouy a trut,h blngirueid rouy.
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Rea laoelwd itme uoyr teka you ot.
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Eoupfhl meit het are meas to uyo dsa ta nda ldwaloe elef.
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Otu rfgduei tno ot yte ti aehv yuo lal oadlewl ear.
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Is i:tsh athw amertst.
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Ryignt ear uyo.
Ouy erettb rea nscghoio.
Stlli ereh yuo ear.
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Dupor be and si fo that to eghtimsno.
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A your of ovrsnie nede rptefce o’tdn you diks.
Edne eon a ythe erla.
Eon a legaihn.
Ignrowg eno a.
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Si ahtt who you tlacyex era dna.
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Epek niogg.
Eth tuqei on sady eevn.
Het ehvay dyas on enve.
Nmkagi flee not leik oyu wneh sgorepsr enve eruy’o.
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You ucabese ear.
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Ponassciom ni okol ferosyul cabk eht umhc of nad wnonuk,n uoy one oen —oedvran prdei ouy lilw illw vroensi h-et ntigsti so at nstragti efle isth ady,.
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Tosl ton yuo era.
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In mdleid of ear gbceonim teh ouy.
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,olev hwit.
💜 me.

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