A letter from Sep 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, How are you? Remember when you were 20 agonizing over being stuck in Singapore, dying to travel, and heartbroken over C? Things have been getting better but I've come to realise that you can't erase old scars. I'm trying hard to move on, and I am, slowly, but I think I still miss him, not as a lover but as a friend. But I have hope that you have now completely forgotten about him! Or maybe the tension/awkwardness between the 2 of you has been resolved and everything is back to normal. Anyway, I am going to keep this short because I procrastinated all my work being sad/making covers. I hope that by now you are pursuing your passions as always and you haven't given up! I'm curious to know if you are traveling the world, pursuing your Juris Doctor, or sending your song demos to record labels! Ha ha, yeah you have big and diverse dreams. I hope your heart hasn't hardened and that you are still as passionate and hopeful as ever. And I hope that you haven't let anything **** your fire. When you read this, hopefully you will look back at your journey and realise how far you have come/progressed and how strong you are for growing past all of life's obstacles. You are still alive, aren't you? Isn't it funny that 5 years ago you thought you hit your mental lowest. Maybe you're in a worse place now. And if you are, remember that 20-year-old you has hope in you. Don't let me down >:( GET THAT ASTROTRILLIONAIRE GRINDSET!!! Jokes aside, if things have taken an upwards turn (I hope so) I hope you remember the lows as much as you remember the highs. Because it is only with the lows that we can appreciate the good things in life. If you haven't checked off more things on your world expedition excel sheet what are you doing??? Don't stop being a daring dreamer and DO IT! Stay authentic and true to yourself. You are special and I love you.