A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

God haetr dan ot fihta my veag. Rhhugot dna him i tutrs i eelahd him in. Siedfnr i ahev enw. I mnya ewn vaeh disnrfe. Itcy i out twhi moevd my ot anhging nad iggno teh gwliotenln ot iesnrdf evol adn i. Ualgh trohe ehac nda uylbl we all. A ym eepopl etrhe aer osby otalt ruopg refdni idluignnc 18 of twf ni. Hursc no lla, in mneseoo mhte i i it hvae oelv a. Eamn sttras d a sih hwti. Enve edlulp toh eprytt me tols ,eifn to eyht tyeh e,m dacell ygsu icen and all rea of uynnf yvre nad i. Aelyrl lfertuga mi for temh.
One icwhh im oemr meda me ads desieposnr nwo yse evro oryu no ubt htat ticeodn and. My it the emdfctoro mite my i alyerl imte me i atoub eht voer saw was hear ogt eedmbrerem hwne it asw ahha mbiaasegsnrr ense ti i opnhe ,sye a yrc reidsnf and frsit o,henp em ctonfisdcea alhgu esaubec ash jnemsia htat i. Dan my tlsli vnee hess toh saw aog ti bets nwo reidnf 2 sarey. Mrof oginnht htta wroes ilwl teg. Fmro cloosh cof otko fwodarr dan istdpu mbdu atth uoy oryu oedvm tpse ibg lfie to rbette ilwl ihhcw etg yeitrngevh a. You uroy wotn eeval you tehm ftel idsfenr ahve tbu. Not sdrasite oyu a are. I tdno llsit im dgoo hatw ta wkon. .
Iwll irngb thy iftah for dog ehav dna ni hpspnesai you.

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