Dear FutureMe,
I'm currently a 16 year old mess
I have no idea what I want to do in life
I have no idea who I want to be in life
I've never dated. I've never had my first kiss. I've never had a job. I feel like I've never done anything.
How have I lived 16 years on this planet and done nothing.
I've watched every episode of Supernatural, I've tried all the iced coffee in Tesco but I've never REALLY lived.
I want to live not just exist.
I feel so lacking in everything.
I love reading, I love writing, I love to delve into these fictional worlds but I feel like I'm missing so much in the real world.
I hope you, future me, are living and feeling better than me.
I love you no matter what.
Epilogue
about 13 hours later
Dear FutureMe,
wow I forgot about this I cant believe its been a year
update time!!
so I'm still a mess, just a 17 yo one now - but i...
:)) feel rpphiae ihtw i fesmly onw a trbtee ibt and a im' msse ym nithk dlrwo. .
Rnwrao het to i ownd asdei of fie,l wnta aehv fo amyn hatw od its tihw w,no i ardh opisetpo i'st dink so meth ym ot. I nxte ryae ear,y a'nct gap 'mi a atwi dongi. Nad lkie atht oywrr ngstih nto ubt to nokwgir omce at be elave nad 'mi i moeh kowr hitnk rwok dna kmrwhooe uogth evah abuot xecietd to will. Hhhha gbewrni ma ha)ah cbseuea fms(iegiantn a to ignog eesrevd rokw ellw do i ear but i to eelvls rhda. .
Erenv eaddt lsilt. Lilst skisde nvree eneb. Aedcsr sniigsm out ma i 'im. Beaancl hte uetsp noti het at hte kiowrng mi' ghtim smenoeo lese hte onmtem ngvoil no msy,efl gdndai eti,m eams inqatuoe at. .
Ernve hmuc bs:jo touienrnvgle lislt ahha oto o,en had.
Tgnih - but dnraom atth tgnliihng nad os rehte so ti drinea so rahd tasl i uhmc eldik saw.
Wawww het upstaarlur,en setho rwee dasy. Ogt ehtse a e'vi wiht tahlehy tb,i ionheriasplt utjs ttsared i,t - a ont dan dotroc i btu thhyea dsya !w!oh! tilelt moer moer ,vt muhc.
Fefceo stlli gudr as ym 'im in is ti fo wlli 5 deic be erus rysae wlel ceich,o. .
A ,sdncoe ti you on oyjen u'eryo verey tehbra try esls foegrt ubt it igilnv dan nkhit - eyver stju tib eserrpsu dyalare a i sti' are lnivig oyu o,rme tbi upt ecesyh -. .
Sit' lla nac aesm i xiste het lsword i'm ta aobtu ot upt earl si hte inrganle hte taht's ko neo ietm, veha hwta dna dna - intaflcio ebcaaln toin my do'nt. Si badoann wnirkgo ot eahv you tawh me uot tv and sobok hatt ealr 'nosdet amne lief kmaes hypap. .
It olko hnet i dan dotn'se feel nda slef ym ohw ikel it 2020 i akcb but iostmemse eieasrl i 1202 am emoc ttee,rb dogin at afr e'vi. .
Puscomlroy iton fo ooo,rmtrw acionetdu my ogign tsiem raczy ayre m'i nliaf. Het iebgsn adn /krfwonu tnhe :))).
Tib moer levo u,yo a 3< i,itod yfsorelu i evol you tsill.
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