A letter from Jul 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Uhh bruh, it's me again. Hahahahahahah idk what to say, im abt to cry actually. Im with my mom and brother laying besides me yet i feel alone. Well, living on this house seems alone as well though, so there's nothing new abt it. Anw, this will be from 5 years ago, so yeah, future me huh, i dont really think abt this, im a shs graduate rn, and currently finding his purpose in life, i mean, does it even have a purpose???? LMFAO. Well, at this time, im abt to decide whether i'll go to college or work for a full time job then, or die????? I guess, but i dont have a school to enroll and job to work on yet, so ig, it's better to be dead. But yeah, anw, whatever u choose, up until on the u recieved this, i hope u're happy. That's ur main goal, right? To be genuinely happy and feel love, bruh. It's not that hard, right? U can do it. Go for it! I believe in u, and no one else will. I hope u find ur goal and purpose on this ******* meaningless existence of yours. I'll make this public, bruh, i hope u wont be shy Hahahahaha, love u self, big time!!!