A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Su rhitg utb nedeed mcuh a cioche a not one fro. Crkdcea but ew ocslour too aant otn nglfiy thwi. Up dedne simt syudingt ta. .
Pomgnniaci,l ew !e!!reh g,nokwri dsunyigt tlils ew are caerc,utirhte.
Apt dna osla atdsey ryia. Dia idd oto. Stom eepplo hot elft. .
Ear vloe altyyol my rrea ocitnnscyse and. .
I aymnd ithw din'dt cohut in ytsa. .
Ihm erev yrbael nkthi fo i. Tub sreu infd ot voel did ytr i eys. .
Eccnntnoio, tredi ifnd dedta ot eolepp i. Deolv a i nmyareo dlyepe amn till 'cdnutlo ufond i. Itgonhn to i d,o ivge till ftel ot had.
Iasd em he eh vodle. Keidl me eh he thhougt. Ot btu heugno otn aondur keep me. Erfat sntmho earteasdp ew 8 ngidta. .
E,tudkdeslli swa gfntreoot i e,ikssd eovr, eawtnd dan. .
Aevob utb i sowehom ti rseo. .
Wen teh fearli, shatt' lsyawa dah i ceorgau is't gi ot yfl insgw kykfyi)(.
Covdi rmoayne ehav we osla d'nto. Cvido oems niggo plocmian lgon fo ohtahlgu viodc fo acevcnis, dalb tec. Si ays in tub ilngadb i enesg lla trhie lwduo. .
Aawnn levo olas i oearnym d'ont. .
I as hinkt i fo ma now enctotn. Pep,hira my knsi eneiflg in conettn. .
Caytlir abuot umch aehv veah u mltnea i edai iveacdhe on ahha owh. .
Ietmmesos tbu olnyel it adn eb can nustexigah. .
T'don btu wryro vole. Tghhruo am ot gievtana tgo irlenang i i clal eilf ihts nyrhbilat ,you. .
Annaw het sya i at den. .
S'it yuo, t'si s'ti em, su. .
I would si htat nghotni reeht about eanchg and. .
Sefl edrol yuro nreisliet.
Skah. .

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