A letter from Jul 6th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Hey love, Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected. But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages. I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are. I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I. And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing. I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark. Love, me.

Epilogue

4 days later

hey me,

I come to you with news.

I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...

Tireneh onr ignlhse an owh ovliin ederge hvea lapy het i vaeh drnalee i ot.
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Sngtaai trrwie ,dods i all am thohug of stmwheao a. Ont atsle iterw ubt to oemr i,t urtlesgg try i ta ,not lwli i edny i than eofnt. Onw oyu i dgeere ti i yuo tuhtohg as dene lelt you umhc srmeepu ot sa i i btu wentda acfny bcak up, i'tdnd ttha hte. Girnsb uhcm sa imrth aeie,hmentvcs my uyo my eohp htis ti as olgn atht i as me vsurnivgi bigrsn for.
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Fnail to ollcee,g ryae ti hwo ut?thhgo me licanyetr i uvdwo'le my fo daem.
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Murpese teesh oogd i i i frae, htiw vnt'aeh ow,n eceirdpnxee in yb wn,es of my ti evha htguoh ifel few fro i ledvi ,gcaer yrsa,e hte veli atsp eth srte lalhs het htwi adn dsg'o ithw rigef.
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Ma nlroeg uoy henw weer tewor ,em ot sthi onkw i i retlet ds,pdseree on and ttah uyo. Ouy taht ntex yarse lfei, rwed had ewhn onkw i uyo the itnhk bauto oyur 5 of to blkan a. Dt'on i won.
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Vefi you onkw by yuo ahve ni a alhsl vloe i od'vu)lew i or( a sahll i s,eohu sog'd eb next i ,lliw taht mhwo alshl an ussgede ehav ,oodrct wluotdn' i gznmiaa ttha pvmletdenoe srpaehp is the wnta, rysa,e. I siefrdn by eb enoruusrdd lhasl. It oevr ieders os morf orwdl orfu nxet eht woldr, in eb a nfu, hwdinwlri oeelpp hcmu rgbin nda have lwli os llwi i sryea, lal eth rlabpyob i illw oanrecm ti dna mete htat liwl ,upc hte i rhaspep me. Eitxcde ma so i.
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Hatt tedar oledv lived tond' siht ouy i neso ahtt i ttah 'dwultno am os heav namy nda sl,os dutpa,e dan ,apphy live hnoegu htgni nglo a for okwn swa ot igve ridetiefr fi os i ttha na l'il of a i i ,lwel fi,el i funllifgil.
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Vleo ,uoy my folrwe teillt i. We it! emda.
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Em ,vole.

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