A letter from Jun 25th, 2021

If iclbup enev u eteltr vahe a lllo tndo.
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Um esstmy het utoba fsyopit yh amlc era tub i fof veaha own sslt,lpiya so eht lol tdesa sit.
And ti hte lmoa i nweh batuo ba rogoft leittl het taoyltl trsif a telrte i arytellil hlckcdue fer,nreece nwo, raed also.
Ifnhsi eliwh tbu orkdbce nwo iths im niodg llo ogdin ddi i it.
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01 mi ayywsan nwo in yrea. Wow. Eht tanws sermum i ifstr 01 othr terelt tey ti in so the enhw raye acem saw.
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Ddi rtineac oto ipck i ym aoh,yepgrg aws het i asw wsa atht cefnhr oonpti i sceg,s onigg to adn noly ibvyolous, nad esy i ickedp keat.
Eqf teh of nwhe nad liek on on insccee shiaodly idk so het pmlus lhowe how eb hirtg i umcsi 01 afert eth saw if ni gescs mlac utb ryae yeahv eitgdban ti dnidt eikl ngiht i uimsc hda i peedde hsit incesce os i ym wesek iertlp nad own os ytlaaucl enymaor eikl ti heh wnko negib ned hte mcsiu now i eht nkow first lkie mrmues rfo was ielk saw dtind ossrcue and ryae wdolu tprlie in a oicoghns gnicikp ginth 9 i its rlette i utb ader. How nsrtmineut hte yalp epprro mi anct agld olyn ont lol eno an mi os.
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Ym os sloa lla nad ton tiwh adn eht atths off rrpeay dna dw donig mi qumoes iev wyror ahah esmuoq tyrul ta sti gdoo zmnaiga scselsa gtinh, lmca the adn less mi kbac btu ,mad oggin dyrpea hatt asw ssrdelhuo muajm leinno it.
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Tnossiequ i on:w iceespvtrpe fo ntxe tltere nesawr the hte eth nad enwh otg im ngano fmro.
I ot aslt im okigoln otbau adn yjngonie eth het hte ckab nde 'oh to het jsut ipr?heap ni ntaw temi tnddi eth ievsb eth meumsr me oclsho, ltisl ngogi aws swa locohs tpye owttihu awti shcool anct khgnitin i froreve ifegeln retbet go lbhirreo veryneose em adn ot ihtgr ta it ckab teh but dd'i was tiem sirtf to eyar ofrrdaw ihnt'g i actallyu wesek ubt uonsaxi ipkc 'cslooh thb wntas i of i olhcso - ni ekli rfo obder liek of mrsmeu in otn.
Mi klngooi i mi ygm race tou eefgiln utb me buato cb teka me i aerc of fi nad stfir wno gcanri aobut orf boatu elfsmy rome notd fnidsre oerm and leki ierhpap.
Hvea os bth dik tnigcnio seol umhc odtl loll - i vei btu tno tuo me neeb eoossenm me inggo hewitg? emna i kepes ngirwko tub htat.
Tphoso hm,cu in nygieneul hy - user rty ietlfsr coen tub hutowti ookl iht,s inglenyeu ehnw i i ebar dan ihlew bc nwo thta epytrt usde oterw hyppa ot rifslet i notd ndto like a atke i btu esu im esu mi i reteb?t.
Tis rikd os n💀vunee ubt ilc tol ireadles - ru evi yh elvo d?yob ikd a otn 😭 taht mat.
I giconko a eilk tol obignr utre im tnuco kj gstihn vahe 1 llo lnnioe sa 💀 wen ianghtyn nto bc gakinm mi tis onse i i dnif - kreab utb tbu nay bc sbeaatfkr jk fro usnles wen dont u a on bhoy?b ro.
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Reya sniame erov is cehtwad eth dhawcte i fro terpyt keil ive 0+4 olco ihhcw eiv eutqi few me a ntikh.
Mlaoo no pto dna on ym wsa lkei bkuo my ytsipof it rpwa i onessu tsill osgn.
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Htree mbud ho,clso tis niitnestreg as 💀 os fhigt swa it ni toh a wsa. Hhciw bc my sti ohocsl elik essalcs i is ofmrs ssgce ky own rniitneetgs oasl is ohitwut ttsra eht cnsdaucoe teh of tsi bc cein.
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Ym sa htey as aestnr oh nspesdfirhi rwee sbaelt flee tehy whti i ubt wlle eikl thb. Steb sltli remst im teh on hwit ylseohnt masnuo ylrl hses oodg. Tub ab enmsjia tno utb essh her me sreu sa i lfee keil i hucm rlnecety tdneso seh got im elik clma ikd. Evi ihnkt eth elfe tfac but ersup im olnley ndot nah pcacet onemyra wneh iotmemses tub leonyl i moce i hre tath ab ot pepdrdo i trbceiae leef eanol i. Esridnf so sti tbu itwh are iwht gte elcos ton erh btoh mi dna anc i ot rhe mi limye oneal we angh osrc,le neci twhi ewnkiht. Ewehr nad esenfirgrh ep shuc ni the nad no a dam we itwh ihaay,d tis dah yk auobt lgon to ma ndtece ees wno psta ekahane lhwie i mi tlak alinwgk mtrse.
Lwihe rfsit tuo rof wno htat deagrni i syob etetrl ngerdai me and temi kbac teh tneh had the otp drcineg. .
A kiel smmbeewa sitll ubt egbin tuec odnt os aer tehy sit vaeh yosb efdo sloohc nad ym im in see onw to rf nuyfn nklgita no reoicsatintn ubt that nokw aavnt ta hcsur, i i shi otwrh frate swa crwes het i ereofrv dna emrmus. .
Tshere orhwt ahtt ki my ayhe gdal so.
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A ti!me aehv so wynaysa with astht dgoo node lal.
U gseien sosnenne lllo peoh nneayo i,ths edeojny htsi.