A letter from May 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This is gonna be cringe, But I hope corona is over by then. It’s settled a lot in our country, but does it f*** us over and choose to have a quarantine. How’s dad and his gf? Don’t worry, I don’t hate her, she tries her best. I don’t wanna say her name on this cause it’s gonna be public, but either way, are they well? I’m writing this from a random YouTube letter - I’m making a few, I just hope I don’t rid of this gmail. - how’s school going, 15th of May 2022? Hope all the friends are treating you well, it’s been an easy start, but I doubt that’ll keep on forever. Let’s hope. I wrote a letter back in year 6 to my year 12 self, so I won’t make one for my year 12 self on here. I quite easily doubt myself, as you know, but if there really has been a relationship, what is it? Who with? Really, I don’t think I care too much about wanting to date, but just in case I change my mind. Are you getting out more? Going out on the weekend with your friends? Or keeping to yourself in your little haven of your room? I feel like crying for some reason. Maybe to do with the fastness of life? Maybe something otherwise. I wanna know how you look? Have you changed for beauty standard sakes? Your own health sakes? Or just are yourself, aka me, not too unhealthy. I really have no idea what will happen. Last year until about a little while before the end of the year, I didn’t realise I’d be leaving my old school. I love it, I wanted to since I was little. They were mean, they would pick on me sometimes. But then again, we were kinda close like a little family. It was so small. OH, have you made NEW friends yet again? Lost a few? I’m scared for that. It’ll be a year and a bit from when I met them. Part time job - did you get it or weasel out of it like the chicken we are. The uncomfortableness too much? When you are done reading this, I want you to sit outside, wherever that is, and just shut your eyes. It could be stressful, but in the end, It’ll turn out okay. Bye future me, because I have no more words to say

Epilogue

about 3 years later

I’m re-writing my reply. God year 11 got to me. When I read this I cried. But I’m out of school now (left after year 11) for 2 and a...

Afhl yaser. In 3 bnee dftfernie eiv’ osjb. 2 reays ladricche htsmon rfo 2. Vreerof o’udy tahn rguop avhe ruoy uyo kloo now age realdsie the ni smea vouy’e pu rmach sdki etlf ehtarr ohw csueeab efatr orgw. 5-2 tmhe yd,alre yrea you teh veol ldso. Them i veglnai me aws dlot asrnpet eth tely’hl asid ,uyo smis i hwen lla ethy oosn dolve. How ehav a hwit evosm yuo eheuomats yuo. Oyu you ghohtlua agr,et of ehs’ stay fiegatfcn sohudl aehv staet emlnat on amehtsoeus uoy sceau tuosbd sih hrethew. Not a ,(no eh’s oyfbrneid sufdoo. As sa see o’tdn oyu revne hcsu thoahlug hmi he tslaeuolyb tbse ssee nfire,d nango a yuo eh)papn. V httsa’. Hss’e reatg. She hsa tibs bf elov j! ot t!oo rhe dna a.
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On eebn dha dsate ahah a vte’nah btu ’vie dyefnibor. Tsead oughht ynlo 2. Ou’lly noso a ahev so ogod ertrapn orf aleve yettrp ’ehs an imh ex ayslifsc ouy tdo’n es’h ton mih na sa ex) saap, eealps utjs e(w.
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Fwe enhw erttel tuc fistr tshro ime!ts uoy to a ls!ushredo my isth evi’ oclse to owetr my rhai. Nad oeldcruo enck tenh !utc an oyru gnwor tehn uot it ’tis pixei now hawafyl a eiexdf-rn mlstoa up. Saw reuplp wborn iersst it wsa a ethn pniky now isarmil ouyr s’it p,elurp thta ti ksool oucroedl der raatlun it uoyr ot dna dna. Etfl nda astl dietr saw ouy i <3 ti aeth outab i neic nuf goluathh ho okol! hting it crea whti afec who to aacrsam and oyu owrk ym twen adn.
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Si to nwe ollvey, i uothy sshe noso h ym <3 eb yhaudstsr nedirf nad uhb ydsautse og lliw. Satt’h i s h hwo tme dan. .
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Oerth 2-3 utp yb sayre ecldaeb went 🙄 si’t ,htuhog nfitleedyi otu won vore ahtt tahn saw fro eth on hnet, nvsiceca ont cinsrroovau ekil over.
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Mhteasoeu uklcy ppeoel eht gsoh uyo edlimd os ndto’ rewe rnodam ntd’o eh oals wstan’ too ryou (>: ro tmee be het laps eten!ritn eegtmni on’dt (in dan yuo od u!mbd lli’ mds)us*b ti aplese ffo fo thngi aigna zyrca! yuo het.
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Ya yako <3 louy’l eb elov. ’yeuor scdrea lwil ubt litsl it wnok uyo apss.

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