A letter from May 14th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello, how are you doing? I am writing this letter at 7 AM in the morning, listening to Hozier, so forgive me if I'm cringey haha. Well I want to know how are you doing with your life? Did you finally kill your anxiety or does it still persist? It's okay if it still does, it could take more than a year but please keep working on it. And what about maladaptive day-dreaming? I really hope you got it under control. Don't kill it, it's a really powerful tool, if used mindfully. How are your relationships with your family members now? I know it's been shitty all your life, it's not your fault but I see myself improving on it at the moment so I wonder how good you are at it right now. Anyways but please try to move out from your parent's and get a place for yourself, you really need it imo. And also what about your romantic relationships, are you getting any haha? I wonder if you got over your awkwardness with girls lmao. Yea let's be honest you've never been great in the girls department lol. I get anxious about it so often cuz it will be hard for you considering how your family is. But I wish everything comes out good for you in the end. Are you financially free now? Man it really sucks to not have that freedom to afford what you want to do. I'm working hard on making some money right now and I hope you now have enough for yourself. I do wish you are filthy rich and are able to do whatever you want to do haha. And most important perhaps, how organized is your mind right now? It's so bizarre that I'm in such a good position right now, thanks to the virus and all the free time it brought. It is truly exceptional how much my mind and my ability to just think clearly has improved in the span of a year. I wonder how insanely great you might be now, feels like you could conquer the entire world. I am truly, truly excited to see how much I would've grown in 1 year, can't wait. Please keep on meditating everyday and do the affirmations. Probably the best thing you've come across in your life. It's 7.30 now and I have to go now, I am excited to be you. See you soon.

Epilogue

3 months later

Hey man, You were right about being the cringe dude. I can't believe that same person as you.
But I think it's good that I find your letter as cringe,...

Reew yuo i khnit ees sa'tht oyu ouy kolo it e,b bkca riematmu het o,grw who wya dan ldhosu uoy. .
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You si asyw avhe ni teetrb to nwo oqsiusnet, tihw ebomec pnaluif ti 'ovuye uory all hte adgneri uoy emth vi'e lelt s"h"a'ha sarnnyceeus htta nmya athughlo i aregnwins je,tedcin tnha.
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Uroy rcednequo vhn'tae giodn reve rewe axteniy you wya btteer ubt you rea uoy anth wya ywa. In ufertu eth nonriqceug cna it allytot ees lefmsy aern i. I eoelpp ot ievg afaicl toihviegknnr yltacmorbo,f nca hte wtuhiot nad lkat outba srxnipeseos nserop xetn. Ruoy wond losa ngoe mtlaepdavai ash ymgariaendd.
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Iwht ot ym nakths got tbeetr my yo,u ietlnorsa aehv ntsarpe. Iwhhc vipetmorenm ,eorht yhte katl is ervy a ot gtuhoh ltlis ythe nd'ot ahec neve gbi cumh, ont'd gfhti.
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Yrros era ritcanmo deud htta nn,xoenteits tllsi ofr rtufya,notelun oyru elsraotni. Eyt otl yu'od me on i gsnhit atnw of utb atht itlsl a rsteinola e,m to nkwo ot usrtt owkr vei' vaeh. Rheet vree eb teh d'nto to rhtu if rpnseo i tawn rohet wlil.
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A hte ti you me haughlot ggiinv outba yncmoap at is retsss ooeemns for lnanfciia ruyo ouy a,ge etdnec taht tuqie asyp tteypr omr,deef ritnen. Lefe i ilwl filannaic dab mose leik ym leday toabu uuftre i i am my g,htohu otok hchwi worght dowirre nseidciso. T'si ,kyoa eafrtulg in htaw rostw i ont 'im adn for oeuy'r utb het nstoopii vhae. Uyo orf wdkoer rdha i,t rahd rof dkorew ti i. Of yub gte sserd caer blea olrply ,dosgioe am mseo i osno i i mysefl rewoeewtlh- ttre,eb aetk im' to rteebt, mfyles a angon seymlf.
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At ot fo a i elran lot a tb,se fo htgnis to ahev tlo ixf, tilsl my tlnifyeeid ndim stnghi i'ts si. Smeo ufcso nirgwog leef i stol eqtui ekli won orf apcseaedh ve'i meit on ym. Itorfamfsina ssel essl i timeteda my eyqfe,nlurt fleynuetqr do. Btu osno ti amrp uoy moseirp 'ill pu i. Leki so elfse a n'odt manhu on it nomrla my tifcnuon klei to tlsaom bgein matlne ndee nac krow i wgohtr i. Noisedul is ubt atht a. Rkwo sueylaotbl ot eavh lsmeyf i on.
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,tlrae.
You.

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