A letter from May 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, i hope ur better now. i hope you've moved on from you know who. please tell me u hv good grades, u don't cry much anymore, and u don't hurt urself. its not healthy or safe. if u still do it and ur actually reading this email, STOP! just stop, there is no point in doing it. its been like 4 or 5 MONTHS! u better not turn into a forever depressed person, it'll ruin ur life. move on, just keep on swimming. i hope ur not dating, u better hv learned from ur mistake, unless its that boy from the pool during the last lumberjacks weekend for spring basketball, yk the one with braces and red goggles, maybe he's an exception. but remember, friends are so much better than boyfriends, so have lots of good friends. not ones like ryann tho, real, good friends, that you would trust with ur life. be real with me for a sec tho... are u ok? idk if anyone's asked u recently so I am rn. if its still hard, keep pushing through, there has to be light at the end of the tunnel. but its ok to cry, no one's perfect, no one's always happy. also be urself, idk if u are or not, but don't be them if yk what I mean. don't be a snobby brat, please. last thing, if ur looking for a sign, here it is. idk what u want a sign for but hey, what's up, this is the sign. btw u only live once, so go for it! just don't be too crazy and never say anything that people can use against u, same for sending any pictures, just never send pictures, not even ur face, the actual last thing, you. are. loved. <3